Mysterious God's Life On Earth

13年的美酒瓶

2011-09-28T20:42:00.005+08:00

在一个小小的村子，有一个小男孩，喜欢上一位小姑娘。

虽然，她不是什么小童星，可是往往在他目中里，她是国王手上珍贵的黄金钻石酒杯。

他就开始慢慢的接近她，跟她做了朋友，了解她多些。

终于，他知道她想尝尝一杯特别酿的红酒，一瓶用多年的心血和调制的珍贵葡萄酒。

于是，这小子有了人生目标，就踏上这段路，到处游荡，寻找各个地方的美酒秘方。

他同时在处处寻找着人生的智慧和道理，认识了许多人。

朋友很多，都会和他们保持一个良好的关系。

可是。。。他却忽略了那位姑娘，减少了书信联络。

慢慢的。。。关系也淡了。

过了好多年，这小子也慢慢的成人，在学习的路程中，被众人认同的好家伙。

难免在路途中也会有些迷恋别的花。

可是，他终觉得他的心中在等着某某人。

这时，他想起了当年那位小姑娘。

不知不觉过了接近13年了，直到有一天，他到了一个大村子。

可是他也万万的没想到，当年迷恋的那位姑娘也在那儿。

当然，这位少年又开心又喜乐，就想起了当年给自己的任务。

那瓶用多年心血酿的葡萄酒。

可是，他开始紧张起来了。

由于没有什么联络，在沟通上是有些障碍。

那瓶酒要酿好了。

他决定他的手艺可以酿到一瓶十全十美的酒，得到每个社会的认同时，

才把这瓶极品的上等红酒交给那位姑娘。

可是他心也可急了。

那位少年也怕失去了她的关注，开始失去他本人的理智。

他对她做的每间事，都败事有余。

那姑娘开始不满他的行为，对他冷淡了起来。

但是，那少年还是不懂该怎么讨她的欢心。

直到有一天，她断绝他们的联络。

忽然，那瓶13年的美酒瓶出现了裂痕。。。。。。。。。

接下来就要看我的下个的任务了。

虽然那心中的酒瓶已经出现明显的裂痕，可是我还是会把里面的葡萄酒保留，

一直到最后一滴。

都要献上给那杯珍贵的黄金钻石酒杯。

选择等待，等待选择

2011-08-16T22:36:00.006+08:00

水瓶座：往往选择在那等待别人过来告白

天秤座：甘愿等待多多的选择才开始恋爱

(水瓶对爱情情场上没有信心，可是TA会因为人家的告白而敢去谈恋爱)

(天秤会从几个人里挑选，只要有自己喜欢或有诚心的人，才要开始和TA谈恋爱)

看过一篇篇的星座篇，才懂得自己和别人的想法。

有时那猜不透的心才让人烦恼，可是太多烦恼也是虚空一场。

本来半信半疑的水瓶对星座篇是没有什么相信的，

突然投入了星座学。

可是人往往都会觉得奇怪，

水瓶为什么会这样？

难道星座篇都是骗人的嘛？

其实也不能这样说。

我个人觉得星座学只是一种参考，一个研究。

水瓶凡是对一个东西感兴趣，

就会不管怎样花心血，

都会继续下去。

可是往往都是因为重视某个目标才有这样的实力。

不然水瓶只是一个懒洋洋的瓶子，

躺着动也不动。

没有东西是100%的，

包括1+1。

因为答案不是往往都是2。

一个男人 + 一个女人 = 一个家庭

以逻辑来说是对的。

证明没有一个东西是绝对的。

有时我自己也猜不透自己要什么，

猜不透自己在想什么。

难道爱情那么重要吗？

还是现实比不上爱情？

或者两个都要有平衡？

脑袋模糊了。

还是天秤觉得水瓶没有安全感？

身边有太多异性朋友，

随时会背叛？

可是水瓶的专一也是不可藐视的。

所以TA才会选择等待。

可是不知道什么时候才动手。

伤得越多就越排斥。

情绪一旦失控，

什么理智都没有用了。。。

选择了你

2011-08-05T23:48:00.005+08:00

突然看到她写到。。。

“如果我选择了你，我会后悔吗！！！”

我也想想。。。

如果是我，我会后悔吗？

如果她真的进入我的生活，

我能够让她开心，能够让她幸福吗？

老实说，我自己也不知道。

我也不知道她是否也能让我幸福。

她可能知道我每天都有去她的FB看看，

她是不是特地写给我看的？

还是我想太多了。

只从她的成绩有点动摇时，

我就开始启动我的戒心。

我还记得她分享的文章。

我还问了，

“你要后悔四年，还是后悔一世？”

如果在大学里开始这段感情，

可能会影响到她的功课，

甚至她的未来;

如果在大学后开始我们的故事，

可能只会看回那几年的大学，

后悔没有在那比较逍遥自在的时期开始。

的确感情的事重要，

不过没有比我们的饭碗更重要。

其实没有了感情，

至少还有口饭吃。

加上父母之恩不可忘。

他们希望我们能够顺利完成毕业，

努力帮助我们上大学，

得到文凭，

请到好的一份工作。

当时我回她：“不会的！”

可是按不下那Enter，

就是因为以上的原因。

对我来说，

父母的恩情，知识的价值，

人生的经验，感情的丰富，

都有它的主要和次要，

可是每个都不可缺少。

学业优先，

如果她当时没有读上大学，

我也可能不会选择了她。

社会是现实的，

没有钱也是费的。

除非我养的起她，

心甘情愿让她在家做少奶奶我都无所谓。

不过事事起头难，

每个人都要辛辛苦苦的做工，

才有机会以后当老板或老板娘。。。

不然做老板的爹娘也可以 XD

老实说，

我不是那么desperate，

只是想吸引她的注意力罢了。

如果我们的成绩稳定，

我可能就开始送花咯~ X3

PS: 如果她不是写给我的，就当我自作多情，这篇文章算是写给别人好了=P

感谢你 =）

2011-08-02T01:37:00.005+08:00

如果你愿意陪我度过一生，我就愿意照顾你一世。
不过你甘愿偷偷的背叛我，我就甘愿让你死我活。

“水瓶座”
(突然在Spring里面想到的)

这几天突然很多灵感，
其实要感谢她。

就是因为她的存在，
才有今天的我。
我所学的，
做的，
想的，
要的，
都跟她有带关系。

如果没有她，
我到今天还不知道自己要什么，
活着的意义，
天天做宅男，
可能变恐怖分子了?!
XD

我虽然是有点古怪，
搞emo还搞灵感。

其实有时写写出来我的感觉也是一个释放，
表现出心中要说的话。

我不是很会表达，
一旦到真正喜欢的人的面前，
总是有很多东西要说。

没有说出来就闷在里面，
觉得很可惜，
有点后悔。

往往很多idea，
可是都忘记了一大堆。
果然呆呆的回家，
都没有心情写了。

Blog是个我发挥的地方，
也是我发泄的密室。

老实说。。。
我不懂自己在干什么东东，
只是顺其自然就好，
能写多少就多少。

有时希望人家看看，
大概了解我的观点，
在我的世界里坐坐，
喝杯思想，
吃块灵感，
听着感想，
闻着情感。

这几天我晚上都难以入眠。。。

都是因为。。。

。。。

。。。

。。。

它妈的的冷气机坏了!! DX

PS. 这几天要谢谢朋友们的鼓励和关注!!
没有你们我可能也放弃我的理想了。

为你流下的第一滴眼泪

2011-07-30T11:32:00.003+08:00

我开始害怕了。。。

我开始紧张了。。。

我开始盼望了。。。

我开始担心了。。。

我开始怀疑了。。。

我开始失望了。。。

我开始胡思乱想了。

我很害怕失去你的感觉，

失去这样多年的迷恋，

迷恋你人的踪影。

毕竟我们相识这么多年，

毕竟我们都有美好童年，

毕竟我对你还有感觉，

毕竟我还喜欢你。。。

我学会了一些手艺，

用功的读上大学，

弄好我的人际关系，

希望可以找到好的出路，

不要让你在未来的路上劳累。

我学会了美容，

想在我们在一起时，

帮你做面膜，

让你好好的躺在床上，

帮你洗脸，

帮你保养皮肤。

我学会了烹饪，

想在我们在一起时，

帮你做饭菜，

让你好好的坐在椅上，

喂你吃饭，

帮你养得健康。

我学会了营养，

想在我们在一起时，

帮你做调养，

让你好好的在生活上，

给你吃好，

不要让你生病。

我学会了照顾，

想在我们在一起时，

你在怀孕时，

让你好好的培养身子，

照顾好你，

好让你顺利生个孩子。

可是我现在只能做的，

只能为你流第一滴眼泪。

如果连一个的约会都没有，

就是连一个的机会都没有。

如果今晚看到你和朋友去那里，

我可能就当场为你流下最后一滴眼泪了。

“水瓶的心如果被摔到地上，破了，

其实被拼回去，

伤痕还是留在身上的。

可能就没有以前那样完美了。。。”

“还是学业优先”

2011-07-29T18:17:00.011+08:00

在大学里走回家，想着下午我干妹说的话。。。

“她可能在间接的拒绝你。”

这句话有点痛，一直到现在。。。

我们下午在边吃饭，边聊天，就说起我们的感情故事来了。

毕竟她的情场经验较多，我还是问她：“如果她说'还是学业优先'，是不是可能没有机会了？”

的确，几年前，我有跟我的初恋(初次暗恋)告白过。

那时，我还记得，我在长途巴士上，回诗巫。

在讯息中，在那旅程里。。。

我是多么的：紧张，兴奋，担心，死心。

因为“还是学业优先”这句话，可以藏着许多机关，惊喜，失望。。。

甚至死亡。

没有很多女生会因为恋爱而等到结束学业，然后才开始谈个轰轰烈烈的爱情。

这有可能是个给人“死心”的借口，不过还有些些希望的“折磨”。

我等了这么多年，一直到那时才敢跟她告白。

不过，就是因为那句话，我不敢再开始我的第一个恋情。

喜欢别的女生，甘愿告白失败，也容易放下。

其实，我是“情场的胆小鬼”。。。

我在跑步机上，迷失的跑了30分钟，愤怒的想着你是不是在“好心”的拒绝我。

我到底是不是被当了傻瓜，是不是不值得的男人，是不是要有身材又有钱的少爷你才甘愿？

好想一拳打爆跑步机上的计算表！

对。水瓶座会胡思乱想，又不会谈恋爱，爱情白痴。

可是水瓶座不喜欢被喜欢的人耍；

不喜欢白等一场；

不喜欢留下受伤的刀疤，一生一世医不好的刀疤；

尤其是深深爱情的刀疤。。。

与其你让我一次的死心，也不要用那借口折磨我的心。

我开始有点不理智，不清醒的对待我自己了。

我哭不出来，眼泪流不出来，悲伤被绑起来，开始emo起来。。。

希望不要再回来。。。

我在中学时没有和你的美好回忆，可是突然你在同一间的大学出现，让我有那一丝丝的期待。

感谢上帝让我和其他女生告白失败；

感谢上帝让你健健康康活到现在；

感谢上帝让我再次的遇见你；

感谢上帝让你再次的出现；

感谢上帝让我们的见面；

感谢上帝创造了你！

我希望你还没毕业之前，我们可以好好的出来约个会，再次认识对方。

虽然我知道我们没有多少的共同点，可是我们还是可以做个朋友。

没有人准确的预测未来，没有人会知道明天会发生什么事。

这篇文章有可能是我的最后一张的遗书了。。。

PS: 觉得题目不对劲，换到“还是学业优先”

以上的文章属于艺术性，内挣扎，不知不觉emo时写的发泄料，不是完全代表本人正常时心情好的立场 =P

生活的意义在哪？Part 1

2011-07-18T18:18:00.001+08:00

踩在跑步机上，跑啊跑。。。突然有一股力量冲上身。就从3米升到6米时数。

跑到没有能力跑时。。。就开始“意莫”(Emo)起来了。

想着。。。

“我在为什么而跑？”
“在朝向那个目标？”
“在为谁而跑？”
“在这里干嘛？”

依着想着“她”的存在。是不是为了“她”呢？突然不知道我在这里干嘛。

我就停下来，看着墙壁上的时钟。

“4.45pm”

全部人都忽然停了下来，仿佛我的“意莫”影响了他们的意志力。放弃了，累了。

“她”。。。就是我的初恋 (初次暗恋) *嘻嘻*

在回家的路上，天上一片一片的乌云，微风吹着我的脸孔。看似要下雨了。

路上的车辆渐渐多了起来。在那灰黑的情景中，多了些颜色，同时也加了没必要的噪音。

我就像平时过那繁忙的大道上。可是这次想在路中被车撞算了。我的人生就一了白了。

脑袋空空。。。想死了就不用再想着空虚和失望，别恋着人家的回应。等不下去了。

我们从小认识到大。我还记得。她常常躲在家，温驯且害羞的像只猫。

丽雅路，第六巷。我们住在同一条街。她的哥哥是我的好朋友。

我是个喜欢一直寻找朋友的小伙子。到处到邻居家玩到9点多，10点。

到了那个时间，很多邻舍就会听到： “辉辉！辉辉！你在哪里？快点回家咯！”

有时妈妈或婆婆还会加上不耐烦的语气。

没办法了。只好跑着回去。

不知不觉，我察觉到她的媚力。虽说我们的年龄小，可是从喜欢，到很喜欢我们还是会分别得到的。从四年级，我喜欢上她了。

还记得有一次，我到她家看些有点幼稚的日本鬼戏。虽然没有像现在的“贞子”的CGI，栩栩如生，可是我们幼小的心灵还是会“被吓到”动摇的。

那时，有一幕把她吓得，随手抓住我的手臂。可是水瓶座的我不懂得浪漫，还笑着说 “做么抓住我的手？”

接着她无辜的放了。

现在想着，很想吧自己的头壳锤下去。为什么当时没有把握机会呢? Damn! *哭*

终于过了那车辆源源不断的马路。没有站在路中被那新新的Mercede Benz撞到。感觉有点可惜。

走到超市里，东张西望，希望看到她的背影，更希望看到她那可爱的脸。

“没有。。。”

绝望了。不在这里。

买了100号，低脂yogurt就走人。

到家，进了房间，就开始我的童年故事了。。。

Caught With 'Xia Soi' Flu

2011-04-04T17:55:00.006+08:00

Today I'm sooo... 'xia soi', seriously most 'xia soi' day ever for a Rabbit!! T^T

I'm kinda worry about this year's fortune for a Rabbit (Imma one of the hopping wabbit).

This afternoon I was going out with my friend to take care of my PTPTN loan requirements & documents.

1) I recommended a nice small restaurant called 'Taiwan Porridge' (台湾小粥), but it didn't open for this afternoon. I was expecting the cheap, delicious, and chill place for a heavy lunch. We were forced to eat at the shop right beside 台湾小粥 but find it tasteless and a bit pricey... -.-

2) I was going to stick the 'Setem Hasil' onto the PTPTN contracts... then I got "jizzed" by the new glue while opening the cap, on my face and worst... on my shirt. It dried like a real one =.=

3) Due to the last blog post about the fake police, I went to CIMB to apply a new account, but they were out of ATM cards +.+

4) I went to the 7 Eleven for a cup of Slurrpy... the machine broke & haven't being fixed for years ~.~

5) We then missed the bus at 4pm. K11 came early not as we expected @.@

6) Until the 5pm bus comes, it was full so I had to stand on the half way T.T

7) Broke the fridge's ice storage door TAT

DAMN XIA SOI!! >^<

PS. Saw a MP driving Honda bike (Monkey Polis) XD

A Person Won't Hire Your Papers, But Your Attitude

2011-03-22T11:17:00.004+08:00

I was thinking about future interview & job seeking after acquiring a lot of info about these.

There are some info like:

1) What questions to ask the interviewer & what attitudes to give out to your interviewer that makes your job more secure than what normally job-seekers do.

For example:

"How much do you expect from me?" (So that you know what to expect to do),

"Why is this position empty?" (You may know that previous job holder didn't achieve what the company wanted),

etc etc

More info in here.
'Questions to Ask, & Not to Ask'
http://jobsearch.about.com/od/interviewquestionsanswers/a/interviewquest2.htm

2) Some basic background checking on the interviewee, especially your social network profile like Facebook.

If you manage your profile well & post less on unwanted details, negative emotions, you may reduce another concern to your life.

Of course nudity & jackass pictures of you can be BIG burdens...

3) Body language & first impression are important.

For example:

Knock the door before enter, give an adequate amount of smile (Just don't give a pervert smile to an interviewer of your opposite sex, you may fail even before the interview starts, careful with shutting the door too).

A firm handshake while standing beside him/ her instead of doing it across the table, especially on 1-on-1 interview.

Finish the interview with a few necessary questions (Refer to the link above, but not too much cause this can be annoying).

Of course another farewell handshake & a smile before walking out the door.

Dress code is important too. It depends on what job you are applying.

For law & business proposition, try something mature with dark colours & smart looking.

For fashion & design, try something with a bit of bright colour, but at a minimized way.

This is just for referencing.
'What to Wear of Not to Wear in an Interview'
http://jobsearch.about.com/od/interviewsnetworking/tp/interviewattire.htm

More secrets from the HR's mind
'22 Secrets That HR Won't Tell You About Getting Your Job'
http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/life/22-secrets-hr-won-t-tell-you-about-getting-a-job-2461178/

HR also human, so they have their own matters to coupe with instead of yours.

Birthday in 'Balai'

2011-02-08T21:59:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to me for 23!

It's year 2011 & it's my 23!

Now, writing my blog while watching TV3!

Now it's time of 10.03!

Today I spent whole afternoon in lodging report for the call I got from a "HSBC Female Manager" with phone number "119011111". Now this number is used for a "Travel agency" for "Lucky Draw".

(Link to the people who kena the phone call)
http://whocallsme.com/Phone-Number.aspx/119011111

It all happened around August to September, this "manager" claimed that a female named 'Wong Mei Zhu' has forged a fake MyKad of mine and use it to open an account for Black Money transfer, asking whether I send anyone to help open an account in HSBC Bank in West Malaysia.

I denied about the sender & she linked me to the "Police Officer" for lodging a "report", saying that the Malaysia banks are cooperating with the police force to catch the remaining gangs for the recent scam organization arrest in June 2010.

Then after a few minutes an unknown caller with hidden number called in, claiming that he's a "Police Officer" from the main police station in KL/ Selangor & wanted to make a report. He spoke in Malay, that's why I was in least suspicion.

He said he has access from Bank National with my bank accounts data on hand to make sure I'm not an impostor among the victims, confirming the account details with me, making sure I wasn't lying.

After he confirmed my accounts I have, he told me not to tell everyone so that they can catch the gangs a.s.a.p. & lowering the risks of letting them know. He did mention about involving a Taiwan Interpol in this case.

Interpol my Ass!

Later I found out about the fake number, I was in the end of the year. Luckily I did not loose any penny... at the moment.

Now I lodged a REAL report in the Police Central in Sibu, directly with a real officer.

Words-Of-The-Day:

"Do NOT trust anyone with hidden number claiming he's someone in law enforcement"

&

"Do check as much as possible using internet search with strangers' numbers that involves something precious"

考试前：闷闷时期~

2010-11-27T04:01:00.002+08:00

后个礼拜要考试了，现在还在玩乐的心情。。。haiz。。。

闲着没事做就打打电脑游戏。。。然后现在看漫画看到现在。

感觉时间过得好快喔~
一转眼就快要一年了。
生日要到了，明年就23咯。

同年龄的朋友一各个都快要毕业了，我还在大学里。
不过也好啦~
还可以EnJoY这个社会的献祭品，即将到我变献祭者噜~ =P

刚才我妈打电话说我爸怕我有了女朋友就费了学业。。。
还是话中有话，怕我“早生贵子”，他“早抱孙子”呢？哈哈。。。XD

看到我几个朋友有个会做饭，做包的女友，有这样甜甜蜜蜜的，真的是羡慕的要死！X3
我喜欢尝尝新新厨艺，可是通常只能出去吃。
想想有个很会做饭的女生该多好啊。
有空我也帮帮下下厨~ =3
幸好老妈的厨艺不错，也算有口福了 XP

~感情线~

2010-11-17T03:28:00.003+08:00

这个月有好多人被感情线牵着的困扰喔~！=P

什么时候又轮到我了呢？Hmm... 还是改天吧！XD

等assignment做完再说吧~ =3

~男人心事~

2010-11-11T11:55:00.003+08:00

男人不吵了.不鬧了.不叫了.並不代表不愛了只是需要時間想想

男人說要離開，是想通了，是他無法給妳想要的幸福

男人明知道你們之間沒有未來，卻情願留在你身邊做個普通朋友，不是他太賤，只是希望能看見妳過得更好

男人在你面前不願提到別的女人，不是他心虛，只是怕妳胡思亂想，讓妳難受

男人不主動打電話、發信息給你，不是不想你，是他不夠自信，你接到電話、短信時，是否也同樣的想念他

如果男人不愛妳，是不會對妳管東管西的，不要報怨自己的男朋友囉嗦，男人只對他愛的人關心.

男人不是不知道妳還有別的男人，他選擇不問妳不揭穿妳，是害怕揭穿後給了妳一個不信任的藉口離開他.

男人總是在你面前假裝很穩重成熟，不是他不想嘻嘻哈哈，成天傻樂，只是為了在讓你在心中有安全感

女人其實你不懂...

1 他總是問:你在哪呢?你現在在幹嗎? (他很想念你,只是想跟妳說說話,妳不給他發信息,他很
矛盾,怕妳在忙,但又忍不住想妳.換了別人,愛幹嘛幹嘛,他不關心.所以請妳一有時間就問候他一
下,讓他放心,讓他知道你心裡有他,他不會煩你.他總是主動聯繫你,他會覺得他像蒼蠅.)

2 他說:我不開心了,我好煩. (不要怪他無理取鬧,更不能覺得他在煩你,他或許不是真的不開心,他只是想妳了.只是想要妳會來鼓勵他一下,哪怕是:加油!!努力!!別放棄

3 他說:照顧好自己./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌他煩.其實他知道你不傻,甚至是很聰明的.他只想讓妳知道他心裡有妳,他很想關心妳)

4 他總說他想要幫你,要妳有什麼事一定要告訴他. (其實他知道他幫不了妳什麼,他只想讓妳知道妳還有他,他永遠在會妳身邊陪妳,會一直的支持妳,)

5 他看到你跟別的男生親近一些裝作不在意 (別說他不在乎妳,他其實是在吃醋,只是不願表達出來.即使心裡難受也會自己安慰自己.)

6 無論要帶妳去哪裡總會征求妳的意見. (不是他沒主見,太過依賴妳,她只是尊重妳,凡事以妳為先.畢竟他希望妳能開開心心的與他一起出去妳想去的地方)

7 他不多話,總是會多想. (不要覺得他是想太多,只是有時他會覺得缺乏自信心.)

8 他會突然冷淡妳,或是向妳撒嬌. (別怪他孩子氣,他只是想讓妳哄哄他.)

9 也許有一天他會跟妳說分手. (其實,這個時候他已經喜歡妳好久,只是不確定這份感情是不是對的.他只是要妳的確認,妳的捨不得,妳的不要走……）

此文改編~ 女人心事-男人.其實你不懂

其實男人女人何嘗不是一樣~男人不懂得女人一樣也不懂,一段感情一段愛情並不是一個人一廂情願就能完成
計較著誰愛誰比較多...付出了多少,回饋了多少,耍心機要對方猜透心意,我不是妳,我如何能完全明白?
或許他比我更好~讓妳開心~而我選擇退出並不代表我不在愛妳~只希望妳不需左右為難....
感情的世界裡有需要這樣爾虞我詐的嗎?講清楚說明白不是很好嗎? 還是這就是遊戲規則?

(Taken from http://love2love.fbquote.no-ip.ca/view/4cd03c94ab74e)

男人要会手段，女人要会打扮

2010-10-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

男人要会手段，
女人要会打扮，

雄只要是百万，
雌自然会跟上，

结婚就是分享，
不管各个有难，

人不要太会算，
要不然会很烦，

人生就是这样，
这样才会很棒！

天差地远

2010-10-24T15:16:00.004+08:00

前几天我朋友介绍他的弟弟给我认识。

Walau eh~ 两位兄弟天差地远：弟弟胖又高，哥哥酷又壮。

可是哥哥现在是单身，弟弟有个不错看的女友。天啊~ 怎么那么不公平。

刚才在FB看到一篇文章，发现到只要嘴巴甜，不要长的太抱歉就能泡到女人的心。

嗐~ 不愧是男人啊。。。

今天的话：
“一位美女可以不用笑容来抓取人家的心，可是一位普通女孩可以用笑容迷死人；
一位帅哥可以放电来吸引蝴蝶，可是一位不怎么样的男人可以甜言蜜语来泡妞。”

1st Year Degree, 2nd Sem

2010-09-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

Haven't have any idea on posting things on my blog for some time... well maybe 'some time' is not appropriate. For a long time instead~! XD

Most of the time I just post my stuff on Facebook since everybody is using it, why not?

Short postings will be fine. Blog is for articles... or blaa-ing stuffs =P

I managed to pass my previous subjects in a satisfying way. At least for my Accounting For Success, which is a relief.

Now it makes me think of my Foundation years with Sour, Sweet, Bitter & Spicy experiences. For such a long time in these few years, much has changed.

Meeting new friends, departing with old ones. Anything.

People have gone overseas...

Started working their ass off in their new jobs...

Having new life & kids.

Maybe this is the puberty of life? I suppose. (Wait until the menopause of mankind... XP)

This is another new start for another new exploration in our university. New people to meet & old friends to rejoice.

Happy Studying Everyone~! =D

Word-of-the-Day:
"Enjoy the process of studying, not the grade scoring."

Exam & i7

2010-06-11T01:49:00.005+08:00

Just got my laptop last 2 weeks & I'm busy with my assignments (and Facebook) until I for got to blog it out!

Just got my i7 laptop from ACER Service Center and it does feel nice.

It's sleek, light, glossy, and fragile by the look of it... what the heck... it's i7 we are talking about!

i7 man! i7!

To all you 'non-nerds', i7 is actually the most expensive processor in PCs. It gets 4-cores working instead of 2-cores running the Windows like i5, i3, Core2Duo.

In plain, it means faster in Gaming, Multitasking and AI handling.

Not really faster on loading or starting your Windows (that depends on your hard disk's Rotation-Per-Minute or RPM in short).

But still... it's an ACER. (Damn!) Prefer ASUS more.

They can't trade in an ASUS for me while the one they can't fix is my old ACER.

Well, the exam is coming soon. But I'm still blur-ish with myself and there's one more assignment to pass up next Monday on study week.

God Bless Malaysia and those who are having or going to have exams soon.

And fix the damn flood problem in Sibu already, for God's Sake!

Assignment, assignment, assignment & Wee~

2010-05-19T18:56:00.003+08:00

Assignment due on 24th May...

Assignment due on 28th May...

Assignment due on 31st May...

Assignment due on Week 14...

Laptop is coming back 'brand new, trade-in' after 2 to 4 weeks! Yeah... *cheh*

Nothing much but assignments... and 3 months away from my laptop.

Laptop Hospitalized for Nearly a Month!

2010-04-05T18:25:00.003+08:00

After the repair, there's still something strange about the graphic card.

It blurred out when it heats up for a time being.

It shrinks its screen when I closed the lid.

It's still having problems...

Well, I asked for some friendly advice from the ACER technician (friendly enough to reply in friendly manners... ), who is the representative from HighPoint Service Centre.

At 1st, I thought...

"Last time only 1 week, this time should be... or almost the same time range."

After 1 week...

"Jonathan! Any news for my laptop?"

"No leh. I told you oh! This time is longer than the previous one."

After 2 weeks...

I emailed to ACER technical officer...

"There's being a problem with the VGA card (graphic card), we'll ship the spare part from KL to Kuching. If everything goes well, it'll be ready by the middle of next week." *Paraphrased*

After 3 weeks...

"...basically we have shipped the VGA card over to Kuching and they have fixed it. Unfortunately, after fixing it, the display is still not there thus they do suspect that the VGA card could be faulty. We will be sending another one there asap for them to fix it"

Wait... WTH!?

For God's sake, this happens twice? What freaking parts does ACER provides?

Tomorrow is my laptops 3 full weeks hospitalization.

Plan to trade-in my laptop for a better one... please, if possible... no more ACER.

Change My Mind?

2010-03-07T09:31:00.003+08:00

Hmm... may be not going to move out any sooner =3

Back To School... again for a new year

2010-03-05T22:32:00.010+08:00

After a long journey with the bus, I had a walk (or makan angin) with my two cousins, together with my grandma.

The bus was quite empty so nothing much to say bout it. Just the usual trip.

I only worked for like 1 month in my aunt's new boutique, not far away from her house, stationed near the Sibu's main bus station.

Nearly got broken into once though. Luckily there's someone staying in the half boutique, half hardware shop, owned by China men.

Speaking of breaking in, my current place got cracked into as well. It's on 2009's Christmas night.

Just a minor loss with the tauke's 2 PCs and a door with 6-7 locks. Imagine cutting and sawing into those stuff!

I'm moving to another place soon since I can't really sleep well in this place. Gonna miss the cooking stove, washing machine, the fridge and the Japanish style room. Well it cost RM300 to own this place thou.

I scored a 'C' for my Marketing, almost a 'D', difference by 1 mark! Damn.

Next stop, Degree!

Bachelor of Business Information System here I come!

Busy Holidays, Everyone?

2010-01-04T08:58:00.005+08:00

It seems that everyone is quite busy of their own while I just sit at home doing nothing but games...

Haiz...

This is just bad enough that I can find a suitable job for me cause most jobs in Sibu only takes in ex-PMR & ex-SPM students who just finish their final tests. Damn.

Even bloggers in my list take too much breaks in blogging, making me 'phobia' towards my own blog too.

Thinking of changing my blog's image for a long time but afraid to do so cause it made so much error last time that my follow-up-blogger list gone 'scrambled and puff' - disappeared.

Now I can't even log in into Nico's blog... T^T

Btw, Happy Holidays! ^,^

My ACER Lappie Condemned

2009-11-23T16:15:00.007+08:00

On 17th 2009...

It was a successful evening, walking home, away from Workload and Stress, feeling excited!

The sensation was at peak, with Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 downloaded (predicted that will finish when I'm back) in my precious Lappie.

"Eh? 99.7% to finish download?" thought to myself.

Ok loh... play my Battlefield 2 first while waiting.

I can't really express myself. After my one and only test for this semester in the afternoon bout 4pm, I stayed back in the lab, of course 'touching' my FaceBook with the speed of Swinwifi.

It was about 5 something when I reached my Japan-ish Style home...

*Rushing towards enemies' tank to plant C4. Suddenly... *

The screen crash (crash as in software crash, not car crash onto it the screen)!

I thought it's the normal 'procedure' that, "Virtual Memories Not Enough" or "VGA card is not respoding" and so on.

After I pressed my Emergency Lappie-Break-Down 3 Buttons (Ctrl, Alt, Delete)... nothing happens!

Damn! That's when I suspect something must have gone wrong.

Try to restart it. It's even worst.

The screen wasn't in total black or blue, but colorful in an artistic way (unpleasant and annoying type, you can say).

Die loh! Die die must (Edith, 2009) condemn now.

I just finished my crappy exam and now THIS?!

Then after 2 days later, I sent it to Jonathan Wong for ICU. Hope that I See You soon... *sob sob*

PS. ACER sucks so bad. 1st, battery life shortage. 2nd Adapter broken. Now this! All of these 'jun jun' (exactly) after 1 year! WTH... (luckily I bought the 3 years hardware extension warranty). It's RM4200, man! Yet included the RM400 more for the extension!

Rules Of Success

2009-11-14T00:09:00.005+08:00

(Click on the picture to enlarge)

This is what I wrote for the pass few months. It's time for me to share this out.

Any comments are welcomed =)

An Annoying Weekend

2009-10-19T12:56:00.002+08:00

This problem kept on staying in my head for a few days, starting from Friday last week.

I talked too much until I hurt someone's feeling in the afternoon while having lunch.

There's a girl from my class, you can say that we are quite well with each other. We can talk almost anything.

Our marketing gang, just like usual, grouping in Cafeteria.

She was eating her laksa, and she hasn't had enough. So she wanted another friend to give her some leftover laksa. And she took all of it.

I just say my words straight forward: "Aiya, people says take some doesn't mean you can take all mah..."

Then she hit me on my left arm and doesn't want to talk to me anymore.

My mouth was so smooth that I slipped unwanted words out.

Maybe I was harsh on her. Well, sometimes I just can't keep my mouth shut, am I?

Spammer in the House

2009-10-13T10:36:00.000+08:00

This is my 5th day working in ITS and quite a special day too.

Cause Spammer is in the building, creating nothing but chaos...

I was hoping for some quiet morning, playing my Facebook, doing crazy stuff, continuing my reports,...

Then staffs are 'spamming' us with calls.

Oh ya, have I told you guys that I'm doing the service desk position, getting calls for whoever call in through the extension '5000'? Yep, I need to pick up the calls within 4 rings. Geez...

P.S. Please don't reply anything which ask for your username and password unless you confirmed that mail is from someone you trust (but there's a lecturer actually replied it. Gosh...) cause it looks so real.

A Hopeful Future

2009-09-26T02:55:00.003+08:00

On Tuesday, 15 September, 2009…

Today is the best day of my LiFE to be inspired by Thomas Chiu (Qiu), that makes me wonder why I lost so many precious moments.

I’m not saying about my LOVE LiFE or my childhood memories.

It’s about my success.

Yes, I’m talking about AmWay.

Like others, and of course my father, I always look into direct sells as a way to force people buying stuff and earn commissions and get promotions.

But today, I totally messed up with my assumptions.

Because of the influence in my family, my father always thinks that every direct seller only sells what’s best in their product and hides the side effects there are, in those money-earning-goods.

Not all, I can say. Not all.

Just by the time I was listening to Thomas’ speech, I can assure you that he is once a poor boy, now with a fabulous suit, covering himself, talking like an ordinary person, nothing special.

Instead, it’s his personal experiences and pride that counts, adding his leadership that makes him a Diamond Distributor today!

Btw, I can tell you that a Sibu people with no guts and will to make friends and, now, talking like a leader is Hard To Achieve! (Unless he works so hard in something he believes in)

Seriously!

I nearly shred my tears.

It’s the part where AmWay has given its distributors the privilege, the success, the security, the freedom and the pride they need!

My dearest father has been working very hard to support our family of 3, or 3 and a half (my grandma has other supportive children to take care of her).

Since Sarawak Tribune lost its name and 60 years legacy title because of a stupid comic, involving ‘Islam are terrorists’, he has never been having year-end bonuses (Currently run by Eastern Times).

It’s being 5 to 6 years, our angpao can only put in RM 2 to all the ‘unrelated’ kids (for those under 18, not my classmates).

But that’s not the point.

His hair is now lesser and lesser than before. Even though we can still grow his hair in certain treatments, he insisted not to…

Because he rather use this money to feed us.

I’m so pity him that I tried my best to finish my study and find opportunities to earn more than what I can earn in my future job. Part times or home business, whatever works. There’s always not much saving left for him, sometimes he even have to borrow a hundred or two to support himself.

My parents have been asking me to take a chance to go overseas (here means to the West Malaysia, across South East China sea). I rejected, same reason with my father, I rather save this money for future use.

He lost so many chances in his LiFE.

He had chances to invest a few thousand ringgits of lands per square meter, which now worth a few hundred thousand; stock of Genting Highlands by that time was 1 unit a hundred plus ringgit, now about 1 thousand or more!

My mum always says to my father, “Last time you got the chance to be rich, now you lost your chances.”

Yes, he lost his chances, and now he suffers with stress, health problems, smoking more than before. He nearly lost his mind and having sleepless nights for weeks. He lost his freedom to enjoy LiFE.

With his ability, he can be a DD right now, I tell you!

Father, YOU MISSED ANOTHER CHANCE!

He has so many friends and he’s a nice man to talk with. His wisdom and knowledge can combine well that impress the people around him. Just only his stubbornness kills himself.

He denies that direct sell is a good way to feed a family.

No, it doesn’t.

My father always reminds me one thing: ‘Filter everything that you heard.’

But he seems to miss something: ‘Grab great opportunities when you see one.’

Now I see one, dad. AmWay is the only solution compares to others that I’ve found.

Skip to the point: what I’m trying to say now is not about direct selling, it’s the plan that’s easy to follow, it’s networking.

It’s just the matter of you and your knowledge to study; you and your confidence to approach others; you and your faith with AmWay, you and your team to work together.

With just a simple monthly RM270++, Double X, Protein, and Positrim, you have the chance to earn about RM 9000!! Plus, it’s pure organically made from top to bottom, with world known medical safety. If you don’t like the product you buy from AmWay, you can get full refund directly from AmWay!

I’m not bull shitting, I tell you. I’m damn serious!

Double X: Contains 38 out of 40 Vitamins & Minerals that we all need in our daily LiFE.

Protein: Made from their full organic soya beans, provide good Proteins, Calcium & Iron.

Positrim: Ideal for a morning quick & healthy meal, contains 12 vitamins & 12 minerals.

You just share these products between your friends you know (or newly made friends).

It’s the basic of you and your 7 down-lines (or followers), who just pay about RM300 like you, you get a bonus of RM134++, nearly a half of what you are paying to AmWay for these products.

If you assist your down-lines with their RM134++ bonus, just time (x) 7 with your 7 followers, you’ll get RM 1400++, while getting your 3 free AmWay products that you should be paying for! Adding a total of RM1100++ as your pocket money.

The Saga continues, when you help your 7 down-lines with their RM1400++, you’ll get RM8900++ in return!

By this time, you can either retire and enjoy your LiFE and free travel each year like Dubai with whole financial coverage from AmWay, including 5 star hotel, extra expenses, and flight, or enjoy those tours and continue your expansion in your group, to RM 30K or more!

It’s up to you! 3 years or 5 years! (Maybe more if you decide to work it slow and expand your network)

You’ll never know you are one of the lucky guy or girl to receive this privilege until you try to find it out.

It’s not AmWay that’s hard to give you success! It’s you who make the success!

You can make the difference! As many have done so. We can succeed together with our group members!

Did I mention that when you retire at a certain level, your group and bonus still growing too?

Ask me for more inquiries and information, and I’m glad to help you.

I rather educate you first before letting you join AmWay, so that you know what you’re doing. Product users and people who wish to expand their lifestyle are welcomed to join.

Edith Lim!! I'll Always Remember You!

2009-09-10T23:49:00.007+08:00

This post is deleted due to the writer's mood has changed towards the person he wrote.

Thanks for supporting.

My First Interview

2009-09-04T10:33:00.003+08:00

Finally! I got my job today.

Well, it's my first official job with quite stable pay of RM3.50 by a big company (Swinburne, of course).

Maybe it's a small amount but the important part is the experience that I'll get for this year.

The first is always the worst, I say. Still I'll try to make it a good lesson then an endless failure.

They say we just do the technical support through phone within Swinburne, sometimes in the PC lab.

These few weeks I had been busy with my few events so I can't do much about my blog.

Sorry guys!

I just don't have the mood to do short ones cause I tend to write a lot of stuff.

So I just put simple events in my Shout-out Box in my Facebook.

Now I'm writing my first ever blog piece in Swinburne's library.

For all these days I've been keeping my blog a private place for everyone (including me), but now, I'm doing it openly.

Thing has changed, so do I. Since so many people know my identity for this blog, I just careless about writing blog in the crowd.

Just do it like I'm doing my daily report (not diary, mind you cause that is really privacy).

P.S.1. Thanks Brendan Goh for the lovely song - Forever Is Over by The Saturdays, listening it now while writing this piece. Adding this song in my collection.

P.S.2. My job starts next week. They are arranging my timetable now.

More coming up next!

Monday Blue in Sem 3

2009-08-17T13:04:00.011+08:00

Scanning my old ACER laptop with AVIRA...

Watching lame Thai Drama...

Listening to Romantic and Warm Chinese songs...

Blowing myself with cool and cold LG air-con...

My Bluish Monday starts here.

I've being thinking bout my future lately. About what a man must do for his incoming life, ahead from everyone else.

I don't know whether my failure for this semester is a Fate or a Curse. Thinking Positive is a good thing for us and this may be a great opportunity to start a new challenge.

This is like overcoming the waves along with us in a long journey.

The waves can be beautiful, at the same time, can be obstacles in our routine.

Being faithful and powerful is my main challenge at the moment. Things can't be smooth as we imagine. Sometimes, worst things happens unexpected in front of you.

You're down when weak, you want to look for new love when the one you love doesn't look for you.

This is what we call LiFE. It's the biggest barrier we have to break through.

Everything starts from the ground, when we are educated, becoming better and better each day.

Even the floor looks plain and simple, it's vital for us, providing us a fortified ground to walk and travel. Still we upgrade it and make it useful for us every time it is necessary.

The basics are the important chapters we have to go through no matter what.

Just like from Kinder-garden to University, from a little Baby to a full grown Adult.

Find a place to settle, to enjoy, to start can be a headache most of the time. Now the economy rises and people are worrying about their financial problems.

I have to strike now or never. These 2 weeks I've been attending courses, meetings and knowing new friends beside going to Kuching Fair 2009 and enjoying new meals.

I'm 21 this year, and it won't be long before my 30th and 40th. Time travels fast, don't ever forget that. While I'm having most of the free time at hand, it's worth doing something for my future.

I can't just sit there and wait for money to drop from the sky. Unless I throw them up by myself.

If this really happens, that everyone holding a basket, or a lorry, what type of money will fall?

Is God following the currency? US dollars or Indonesian Rupiah?

One thing for sure. It won't be valuable. Because too much money for 1 country means value drop. Just like Wang Pisang during Malaya being conquered by Japanese.

Stress comes by everyday, either a good and well balance stress or overstress. It can be both ways and I have to standby for everything. Financial, power, and love can help us, at the same time can be burdens.

So is it a right time to start a close relationship? Or waiting for more chances and expect better in the future?

Sometimes strike first is better than wait for the second, some says otherwise. Hmm...

Maybe I've to learn to throw the burdens away first? Pack them and throw them into the sea. But then again, isn't this polluting the sea water?

Or give them to God for recycle into something useful.

Relaxation is crucial to our Life and Health. We have to enjoy and put down the weights on our shoulder when tired, take a nap when exhausted.

Luxury is just a temporary need. It can be a sport car, a big and delicate mansion, and a multi-million wife who waste a lot of unnecessary cash.

Almost everyone is wishing for big salary, counting me in. That's why I need to focus a target quick, either now or never.

Setting a dream can be hopeless because not everything is following what we predicted.

People lost faith to their dreams because it's not easy to get what they want. So do I.

My dream is to drive all the cool rides. To achieve this, perhaps I replace Jeremy from Top Gear instead. But I'm no host like him. He's a smooth talker... well, talking rubbish most of the time. Haha...

P.S The inflammation on my left eye lid is yet fully recovered. I wish I can pop the 'juice' out. It hurts when I rub my eyes. Geez... very, very annoying.

半粒Kado Burger的故事

2009-08-15T17:33:00.008+08:00

好久没有用拼音在我的部落格上了（我有用过乜？）

觉得有点累累的感觉，可是又轻飘飘的Feel。说兴奋也可以，说疲倦也没错。

今天看到你时我觉得蛮开心的，因为我没有了你正面的相片，也渐渐忘记了你的笑容和你那特殊的‘虎牙’。说到你的牙齿。。。你见了你的牙医了吗？如果你不想套上那钢铁牙套我也不能勉强你了。哈哈。。。

我这样说也是为了你好。以后你要出来做工的，我只希望你能给别人一个好影响。不过我自己单初也是轻易的接受你的样子了。

所谓“情人眼里出西施”嘛！哈哈。。。

我今天对我自己有点失望，因为一直在看着你的背后，在朋友中不懂要做什么好。我一直责怪着自己的“害羞症”。

自从以前的“Miss P”经验了之后，我一直催眠着我自己，要好好把握机会。

刚才一直看到我女神时，突然我开不了口，不知所措，呆呆的。就是开不了口让你知道我还是在乎你的存在。

我又是在延期我自己的义务，就是跟你开始一段恋情。

不过一直看到你跟Alicia在一起，我也不能做什么。只是在那里发呆，偷偷瞄你一眼。有时你一转头过来时，我就趁机多看你一下。看着别人逗你笑，看着你开心的模样。

这样我也满足了。

心灵上的满足。

在还钱时，你看着我笑，我看着你笑。

我真的责怪我自己，为什么没有跟你拍张留念照。

只怕你拒绝，不怕我费功夫。这是值得的。

每次跟很喜欢的人在一起，我就是心跳加速。又不会讲话，只会装酷。天啊！我到底在干什么？！

我是很喜欢谈天说地的人，无话不说。现在自己独自一个人在冷冰冰的房间里，看着我的迷你电视，播着TV3的马来节目。

好无聊哦。。。

我也明白你的条件，就是先专注我们的学业，慢慢来。我也了解你也比较喜欢现在的生活。所以我也不勉强了。只是希望你好好过日子。

刚才看到他们牵着阿SOON和OLIVIA的红线时，真为他们开心。

OLIVIA是我的干妹。我也希望阿SOON会对她好。因为这是他的责任了。他们偷偷的开始这段恋情也好，我也不用担心OLIVIA的来来去去了。当初她会做我干妹也是因为没有人陪他说说话，交交情。她也开始自理根深了，我也为他们祝福。

有时想想，做做单生也是个不错的选择。能够随意的看看世界，了解环境。

今天玩了蛮开心一下，赢了阿SOON的头文字D一场（可是输了两场）。哈哈~！

Sega跑车也拿了第一，虽然很久没有练习了。LOL~

这些赢了又能怎样？我对自己的自卑和失望让我没有勇气面对我的女神。自从我failed了一科对EZRA和CHONG“拔毛”的EMA之后，我越来越对自己没有信心面对她了。她是个很强的对手，每个人都看到她都觉得她在学业里的“大姐大”。

我虽然在他们众人里是年龄相当大的“大哥”，我也为我自己丢脸。

男人要面子是真的。放下自尊，打肿脸充胖子都可以的男人很多。我任是其中一位“失败者”，很难突破这关。不过还是尽力而为吧！

GAMBATEH OH~!

Happy New School Day !!

2009-08-10T07:41:00.004+08:00

Finally! I can get a much more stable line in my new home. I'll upload the pictures of my new place soon, not right now, cause it's a bit messy. Hehe...

Woke up about 6.46 am just now and planning to write my blog. Since I'll be going to Swinburne for some business to take care of...

Like getting my invoice and registration summary?

Until now, I haven't get my timetable?! WTH!

Don't know what they are doing now and I'm still straying in Foundation.

In the holidays, I failed my EMA and couldn't get a Resit, instead a Repeat. Just for 1 course.

It's kinda hard for me to accept it, still I have to keep on going until I finish my University studies. That's the only way.

Gonna going now, so chiao! =D

BTW...

Happy School Day!

The End Of Semester 2 ~ !!

2009-07-03T23:56:00.006+08:00

These 2 weeks have being a challenging and fruitful... erm... I mean "Perut-full"... Haha~

On 22nd June: ~
Chong's mum came to Kuching for a few days workload in replacement of one of her Kuching colleague in the Accounting department. Her payment's good, kinda envy her though.

We went out for dinner at about 8.00pm in "Sanga" for Japanese and Korean delicacies... Not To Mention... Sushi!!

Man, I haven't eat those in months! The food's nice and the price was okey (^,^

I still remember that Chong's mum 'chia' us, & it's about RM120.

Wakao~ I'll be eating Maggie for whole month if I spend like that on Japanese food.

In the end, I was asked by the waitress to pay for it... cause I looked so "manly" or should I say... old... -.-lll

And I passed the bill to Chong's mum... (Can act like a man, but can't be like a man. What a Shame! T^T )

Later that night...

Dad's sms: "A Swinburne student came back from Australia and was identified to be infected H1N1... *blaa blaa blaa*"

Then the news spread fast before the newspaper. Facebook, SMS, chatting... everywhere!

We were in a panic when suddenly the BlackBoard annouced that the 'Student' mentioned was a transfer student from local campus on 2007 and he didn't come to any interaction with the Sarawak campus students.

The panic ended... Then another popped out in Chong Lin Park, which is the home for some Sarawak campus students... WTH!

On 23rd June: ~
My Sri Aman relatives came to Kuching and I got 2 free dinners and some 'pocket money' (>,<
That's why I said "Perut-full".

Today's Feelings: ~
I've strike hard for my exam, especially EMA and I wasn't happy about it... I'm a bit dissapointed to myself. I may or may not get a CP or Resit, and I'll take Marketing if I get a Repeat. Still I'll try my best for the upcoming challenges!! Yes!!

I packed up my hellish mood and my stuff, sent to my new appartment, and ready to take off after my blog updating!

Back To Sibu!!

Can't wait to see my newly renovated Methodist Church! Don't know whether it's as grand as before. Or better?

But then again, I need to assure myself with degree preparation if I manage to pass this stupid EMA.

I'm kinda down when my Goddess told me that she won't be taking degree in Swinburne, Sarawak Campus anymore... I felt like crying but still very happy for her to chase on her dreams out of this country.

Well, that's life and we must fight for it!! Ikuzo! (Let's go!)

(Maybe I'll look for new targets? Hmm... Just kidding... Really!?)

Enjoy Your Holidays!! @,< (V)

PS. Thanks guys for everything, especailly Chong, Ezra and Jonathan for accompanying me in my 2nd semester. Other friends, perhaps I have 'neglected' you guys for this semester cause I've been with them for the most of the time.
Sorry, ya! =P

PSS. Met Brendan Goh and Martin Nguyen this afternoon in Spring. Brendan said that I looked more manly(?) than last time, which is nerdy... Ehh!?

Taib Mahmud + Speech = Free Food!!

2009-06-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

On Friday afternoon, I was late for my English class and Madam Christina Yin told us that we have to go somewhere else and sing 'Negaraku'.

Negaraku? NegaraKUKU? What?

We were having our revision test and suddenly we were told to sing our national anthem. WTH?

It's our Sarawak's famous, fabulous, fantastic YAB Pehin Sri Haji Abdul Taib Mahmud's arrival (What a long name, luckily got my leaflets to copy from).

The speech was short but I can see that the efforts were amazingly put for just merely 1 hour and half for showing us their new proposal. And Madam Christina said the video they put was 'Corny' (whatever that means).

Official picture in all government or non government offices

Our Taib Mahmud looked so old than his picture hanged on the wall in our A Block lobby... way much older. Think it's time to show his real self for the crowd and who he really is.

See what I mean?

My nearest distance with him was about '5 chairs' away. And I thought he sounds like our beloved Dr. Mahathir.

Well... it doesn't. Dissapointed. Guess we just continue his rumors then.

During the speech, I could see he...

Dig his left ear,

Scratch his nose.

Plus, his moving mouth.

Then again he 'printed' his nose-oil fingerprints on certificates to the representatives on the spot.

I know that it's a honour to get his signature or certificates from his hands. But facial oils as well?!

He's old, what do you expect? He just lost his wife, his grandchild and fell sick. It's almost time for him to retire. Still I wish him the best of luck and live longer.

Why?

Cause our 'lands' are still on his hands.

Then again, I enjoyed quite a 'plateful' of food after the speech which was faster than expected, like an hour? LOL~

People are tired from a long and boring speech perhaps? No wonder our former Prime Minister, Abdullah Badawi slept a lot during talks. Politicians need some time off... even with oral presentations.

Passing up English Assignment or Passing Motion?

2009-06-12T23:36:00.004+08:00

Wednesday I was called for the 2nd Focus group meeting for a free lunch, or just some shitty talks (I say shitty because noone cares much about it).

There were suppose to be 13 people and only 4 of us came (that's why it's shitty) - Me, Ashik Rahman, a guy who was-going-to-have-a-test-after-2-and-a-half-hour-before-meeting-starts (don't know his name anyway), and Alexander Chong.

Guess what? We have the chance to finish all the yummy food in replacement with our precious time, from lunch to dinner. Haha... it's kinda full to stuff in while there were still tons of Bee Hun and pastries. Maybe next time I should bring a plastic bag for 'ta pao' for my supper and tomorrow's breakfast as well.

There's nothing much to say, some complaints were fulfilled while some were still in consideration and some were 'fakes'. I mean 'fakes' in the sense that they created the statements themselves. Or maybe they are blind?

Example?
Treatment of Students:-
1. Racism and discrimination. The students seemed to think that staffs treat the Australians and Danes better than others.

The respon made?
1. The university has always treated sudents with dignity, respect and kindness.

Well, that's a fact they made. How come they didn't write anything about the small percentage of staff who acts like God but instead inside like Hell? There are still a minor number to deal with. Of course things doesn't just end here.

Who knows? Authorities always hide something behind their backs.

There's a good news.

"Should there be any instances of mistreatment and discrimination, the student should make an official complaint so that this matter can be properly investigated and appropriate action can be taken."

Btw, I need to inform you guys that you have the right to complain if you face racism and ignorance by either the staffs or lecturers. Or you can see me for passing this matter to the Student Operation's Head. I don't know who the 'Head' is dealing with the matters but at least you try to do something about it.

Since there is a start, someone will be there to end it.

Back to main subject, today I went to Multimedia by force just because of my damn laptop adaptor, broke down suddenly. I was deciding to skip Multimedia from 8.30, then again I arrive there at 9.30am. Geez...

I was late and I was rushing my English assignment. So I had to do it in the class while others play their games, for instance... ...

Dota... -_-lll

We still have final assignment for Multimedia, however, it's quite easy I can say. Just a few simple clicks, a few layers, a few pictures, a few days... well that's quite a lot.

Maybe I was wrong.
*Damn multimedia!*

After the class, I went out to meet our lovely Madam Christina Yin for some info on our English report and suddenly I wanted to go to toilet for some huge business. And I said...

"Sorry, I have to pass motion for a while."

"Well, okey. Thanks for the details... Haha... " she replied.

WTH?! The words came out from nowhere (maybe I haven't use this phrase for a long time, learned from Marlene Lu, our cute Programming 2 lecturer).

Yes, it means 'shit' as in verb. *Shit...*

I was able to rush up my assignment in time with a little difficulties (Willis-The-Black)... or maybe after time... a bit. Well, since she said okey, I have no comments. Hehe~

Then Jonathan, Chong, Ezra and I went to Chicago 7 for some bites and munches = RM 12++
Plus a new Universal Adaptor from Jonathan = RM 90++

So there will be RM 100++ for a night. What a NiGHT!

P.S. Saw my Goddess after a week later of dissapearing. She's still smiling and cute like she used to be. Haha... I was trying to assault her from the back with a finger snap, but the snap failed... cause I haven't snap my finger for a long time.

P.S.S Found a new Japanese group singing Techno, Trance and Kawaii songs named Perfume, promoted by KennySia.com.

Blog War Part 2 - Fire Away!! (Updated)

2009-06-07T13:34:00.004+08:00

Blog War 2 is happening around me again. I'm don't know the whole story but I can see that shutting down their blogs has become a trend to the bloggers.

Even some famous ones mentioned by KennySia.com last year, not to miss those ISA blacklist 'holders' in Malaysia. These bloggers have said a lot of stuff; sometimes it's entertaining, sometimes it opposes people's feelings.

Blogging has being a good way to say something in silence and while we are alone. It's best to keep it neutral and not offensive. Attacking people in their blogs can be a pain in the ass somehow. It's people's nature to let their anger out in a 'peaceful' way, rather than stabbing a knife behind your enemies.

Blood baths can't remove anything, ya know. The soul and memory remain there.

Talking does (at least it won't cause much unwanted death and messy bloodshed).

Best of luck you bloggers. Better watch where you are point your fingers of accusations.

Piece of advice:
Making bad assumptions can be a deadly force to kill Friendships. It's not that a small misunderstanding is the Heavy Rock that blocks you way to Peace and Harmony.

All you need is actions and harmonious talk between you people. Firing aimlessly at people won't get you anywhere. More friends means more Wealth (can be any types of good).

Remember! War Kills Anything!
(sometimes everything)

PS. Those words are highlights, not shouting. Someone misunderstood my writings. Hehe...

Random Event in Gawai Holidays - 2009

2009-06-02T20:57:00.011+08:00

I promised my Goddess to write something. I do plan to write something but I out of ideas at the moment, so I decided to create some events to write.

The 'Demonic' Barber

This is what I describe the recent event in 'Hair Cuts' epic-fail.

It seems that there are 2 victims in going to the 'specific' barber shop...

"Ah Peng"...

One is my room mate's cousin. She's living in the 3rd floor of this shop lot, just beside 'Da Lai'.

Well it all started when she was asking the barber to cut her hair shorter until the barber got mad and went nuts. She shaved her hair like crazy!!
(Did I mention the barber is a 'she'? Or I guessed wrongly?)

The 2nd victim is the guy next door to Ezra's. He's my room mate's pal. All I can say is that...

He looked like mushroom... Haha...

They were charged expensively, at a low cost service you see. The boy was forced to wash his head on the chair where he cut his hair, then took a splash of water from the top!

Woah! Just like that, wet and simple way. He paid RM16 for that stupid hair style.

Sometimes she talked to herself too.

This is how I can imagine of 'her'... LOL

BTW, I'll be moving to the designer's room (owner's design - he's a constructor) next semester above the shop lot with my room mate. His cousin already arranged the place for us. She's nice too... but she talks loud. I mean real LOUD~ like scolding people.

Geez... and she'll be staying there for 3 years. Same as me.
(Hopefully not more then 3, I mean me of course.)

NewGrounds.Com
I've being addicted to this website. It's full of fun and adventure...

In the flash.

It's a united website for all programmers and art "people" to summit their flash games, movies, series and even customized songs.

*Warning!* Contain some violence and disgusting stuff. Not suitable for 18 below and people with active 'body part'. Beware!

Apart from those bloody stuff, there are educational, artistic, amazing scripts and fun. I've been missing this website a long time ago and now I'm officially following it for quite a while.

I was messing with NewGrounds.Com for a few boring days, causing me 'Black Eye' peas.
Haha... get it?

-_-ll *Cold wind...* ~~

Interesting random shots

Dove shampoo anyone?

Anime Clip - 'Draw With Me'

2009-05-23T01:03:00.005+08:00

After watching this short-but-meaningful anime, I'm feeling that I'm living in that world.

That boy's face, that girl's expression...

It's just like my Goddess and I...

The boy's cool and calm face is the real one underneath my 'mask' which I'm wearing for these years. I never meet anyone that's important, who I miss and glad to find.

Yes, my family treats me well. But we have to go on, independent, some day, and live by ourselves. It's time to find myself my other half. It's being a while that a girl can match my way of life.

'Boy meets Girl'
Everything starts with the first glance. The first sight sets the 'fire'.

The clip starts with a glass - means a barrier between relationships or the world. Then he sees a girl. The boy reacts by trying to interact with her, because she has his attention for now, no others.

By any ways he can use, he managed to communicate with the girl. They managed to use the glass barrier as a tool for accompanying each other. It's a start.

'Breaking the Barrier'
It's time for a little closer. The boy is a bit desperate for a change. He wants to meet the girl directly, hand-by-hand touch, feels the warmth of the girl. He tries to break the standing glass.

He risks his hands, pain and bruises so that he can meet the girl and go to their own world.

But in the end, he showed his best effort... he lost his drawing hand.

'Loss'
Now he lost his only hand which is capable to draw. They lost their lovely way to express to each other. The girl seems to lose him. Both of them are sad... The boy's disappointed, and so is the girl.

Then she risks her arm to him to comfort him, but he's depressed and the look of blaming himself begins to form. Both of them disappointed and despair once. Now they are suffering the same faith.

'Feeling'
The barrier between my Goddess and I has always been there. It's the study, the life, the process that keep us away.

Her sacrifice has been seen and I have tried my best. We are trying to communicate for this long and the glass wall is still there - the limit between us.

I was trying to force myself to break the glass, instead, it tries to block me away from her. It's the gap that I was trying to surpass and get what I want.

She's nice and willing to talk to me even though we cannot be together for the time being, or never. I've seen what she has done, and what she's willing to do. It's a rare thing that she's willing to let go to redeem something other lost. It's the heart that counts.

I don't want to see her suffer the same faith like the way the girl does. It kills me when I watched this clips, still I'm watching it again and again.

I'm the kind of man who doesn't like to see my dear suffers and depress, so I'll try my best to cheer her up and keep away my thick mask. To see her suffers means to cut myself into pieces bits by bits, day by day. It hurts me more than she does.

I don't like to see her lost something precious to fulfill my selfish needs.

I know that if I break the glass now, disaster will come upon us. It's my urge that pushes me to her. The gap can't be broke by this time and I'll wait for her answer to release the barrier.

Or at least lower the barrier.

P.S. It's time to continue my EMA study...

Events on 'Wasting Money' (Update)

2009-05-19T22:37:00.009+08:00

Instead of having a haircut, I had a 'skin' cut on my middle finger after changing my 'sister' - Vikki's brand new Perodua Kancil (out in April) in the middle of the day.

While meeting Vikki in the Swinburne canteen, I met my hardworking Goddess in the corner. Even though she didn't notice me, I could still see her studying with her friends.

How fortunate~! >,<

Back to the point, Vikki and I are even... for now. I still can't remember what I promised to her from last Summer Semester that I 'chia' her a meal. Today, is a TIE. I pay her back by helping her to change her 'tayar bocor'.

It's the left-front side, quite flat I say.

Anyhow, I accidentally scratched my middle finger on the road while using the car Jack. It hurts after I finished the change, and I spotted a BIG hole with a small iron nail on it. I mean the tyre, not my finger. Imagine if that happens on my hand.

Maybe that's because she drove a long way while letting her flat tyre be...

erm...

Flat.

The real case is, I spent RM 24 + RM 3.50 for tonight, not including brunch of RM 5.50 for this morning at Joo Him (behind RHB Bank which near our hostel).

We went to Pizza Hut for our 'main course' and a CC a stone away from OneTJ for our 'desserts'.

Now this is the formula of 'desserts = stressed' is what I need to express my feeling now.

Chong & Ezra wanna have a Dota match with Jonathan since we don't know his Dota skill. But I gave in and joined them (although I don't like Dota that much anymore). That explains the RM3.50.

My mom called and she knew what's going on (of course! I'm the one who told her, with honesty). But she soon tells me to give her a call when I'm back in hostel.

So I used a total of RM33 in a day! What a waste. I have to follow the 'Maggie Mee Policy' again.

I forgot... add RM2 for my tuna sandwich from Swinburne canteen at 8.35am.
So the total is RM35!

Ngaidi...

Hot & Cold = Good & Bad (?)

2009-05-17T00:55:00.003+08:00

Just finish my DAMN~ EMA last Thursday, and I was nearly 'fear' to death.

I was studying my EM for 2 days and I wasn't feeling so lucky to get a high score, even for my EMA quiz... until Lilian came into my Facebook chat (I was relaxing after a period of revision, honest!) and told me that it was quite easy.

The rest of Wednesday, I did manage to 'relax'!

Still I was carrying the hard & cold heart to class 10.20 in the morning to the small battlefield.

I managed to give my best shot and get-over with it till the end.

The Good Thing:
I picked a phone called from '082' and thought it was from my relative, instead, it's from student admin. I was asked to take my Yayasan Agreement form.

Me: Yayasan form?
Admin: Yes, Yayasan form.
Me: Where is it? (DUH?!)

I said the silly question. I've being there.

By that time I was in Chong's cool, air-conditioned, RM 450 twin sharing room. But the excitement managed to heat me up.

There hanged a big, great smile on my face. Amazing.

The Bad news:
After I came back to the hostel, I saw the new male warden, carrying a bunch of letter-look-alike papers in his hands. Usually he won't be coming back to the hostel in the afternoon.

I went to meet Ezra's roomate. Mr Warden came and gave him a letter. An evacuation letter.

Maybe the Swinburners have too leave to avoid 'Swine Flu'?

Swinburne = 'Swine'burne

And they say that Swinburne is for everyone. Including Islams.

Anyway, we were forced to leave our room before 15th of July 2009.

Swinburne seems to be strictening their '1 year' policy, so any hostelers have to leave without much earlier notice like last semester's students.

It's so unfair. Seriously, the whole world is unfair. Since we signed the contract, there's nothing we can do.

I gathered 4 people - Ezra, Samuel, Ezra's roomate, including me of course, to check out Queen Tower's 2 double room 'suites'. The place's nice. Comfy and quiet. Just the distance is our opponent now. Maybe we can lose a few kilos after the end of our studies.

But I doubted the 'ABC' in Da Lai will stop me from doing that. Haha...

P.S. Still have a few assignments dangling in my laptop. It's time to 'eliminate' them all... before this week's EMA Saturday test (the 2nd wave) kills me. (-.-lll

A 'Nobody' 's Sunday

2009-05-10T23:26:00.005+08:00

Everything back to normal, but the stress is still on. EMA quiz is coming, assignments around me, not to mention, games surround me.

There's a lot of games delayed for a long time, and the mood of exploring them is not ready in motion.

Guess they have to wait again. Maybe I'll finish them off when I get back to my lovely home back in Swan City. While getting my driving to perfection, like a F1 driver. Haha...

I found out that I've been missing many clubs and sports lately. I can see my belly growing inch-by-inch every week, not to mention my wallet is getting thinner. I overspent and it's time for "Maggie Mee Policy" for a short few days.

Damn Alfredo & SCR Xpress, eating those juicy chicken chops. Fancy cuisines always get me to my stomach.

Seriously, I need some loosening. I mean my belly, not my wallet. Or else it's going to cough blood.

Oh, by the way, I got a nice video from KennySia's short talk. It's a parody originated from Wonder Girls - Nobody.

Check it out! Seek the original MV from Youtube too ^,^/

Now I'm not addicted to games, except this song. Just love it~!

P.S. I need to find a weight to check my recent weight...

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Oik, oik~

Dull Sunday...

2009-05-04T00:00:00.003+08:00

This morning I fell asleep in my Sunday Church, feeling so tired.

I slept early and kept on dreaming about the anime, Vandread, and I don't know why.

Well, this is a bad omen.

Things just got worst after Mark met me. I'm starting to realize it. Things has changed around here.

My gang has been separated into different relationships... and I'm feeling lonelier than before.

It's like so dull and boring that Lilian, from Kenya, starting to say the same thing. I have no mood for Dota, games and outing with my gang.

Less and less being said, more and more being silent. It's like strangers around, just meet for a few days.

There's no "LIFE"...

It's true, when I start to feel neglected, pushed away this semester. It's like just a temporary mates, fooling around.

Following them is making me wondering. Can I do this for the rest of my life? Can I keep on being 19?

Seriously, I'm 21 this year. Being single is bad, but no friends around is worst. I'm beginning to feel the pressure. I'm back to my lonely self.

I still remember what Guhan said about me being a dumb-like person, so simple and boring. When we first met, he thought I was 18 last year, same as he was.

There's 2 choices I have been stalling , that's being 21 or 19. I rather do like an adult do, and less on gathering with them, or just fit into them as one.

Now that decision is made, I'm just be the cold and boring one again, fitting into the lecturers life more.

Maybe I'll be a 19 sometimes, but things won't change. I am just who I am, nothing special.

I'm not popular, not well-spoken, lame and boring... I suppose.

That's why I'm hoping to go back to the old days, with my old school friends, same age as me.

But that's over now. They have their own life and activities.

This is like DEATH to me... and it's all over me. I'm finished.

Focus Group - 1st Sem, April

2009-05-01T18:36:00.006+08:00

Wednesday - 29 April
I was asked by our female warden, Miss Melissa, as one of the Focus Group Committee in G310.
The tea was great, so was the good food, especially the Chicken-Pie Tarts.

The even greater ones were the complaints I heard from the people, the contributor of Swinburne's wealth - The students themselves.

Lot's of stuff were commented on and requested by the students.

1. Racism
2. Insult
3. Guards
4. Facilities
5. Anti-virus
6. Water Dispenser Filters
7. Services

It seems that the staffs, teachers & guards in Malaysia have something in common... looking down on foreigners, especially dark skins.

We don't say about the local natives, but this happens a lot in my experience. I myself have this kind of attitude once. But I regretted.

They are some fine young lads & ladies from Pakistan, Africa, Kenya & Saudi Arabia. Those people can be friendly, even better than Malaysian, I say.

Since Malaysia has been rated the 3rd last country (in a WORLD list!) which is bad in attitudes, made by "Reader's Digest", I don't see why Malaysian doesn't act like this. That was later confirmed again by our Ex- Prime Minister, Abdullah Badawi.

Even the guards here bully the Pakistanis by only communicate with them with BM, shouting on their faces. I know that those guards are rude, but not with the white Caucasians.

Maybe we Malaysians give those white guys with respects except those in black? Hmm...

The staffs, however, also acted in the same way, same as the teachers. But this happens to a small party of them.

They look down on blacks, seeing them as low-educated beings with not much of a hope. That's what I think in the 1st place.

You can say that they put the locals and whites as their top priority. Setting appointments, personal tutoring, as much as treatments - not equal.

The saddest point is not that:
Puan Sri Laila Taib, the wife of Sarawak Chief Minister Tan Sri Abdul Taib Mahmud passed away at 3.45pm...

Just about half an hour our meeting starts. She would have die faster if she knew that we were having these serious issues. XD
Now that's a real grief.

PS. I saw my Goddess nearly everyday in University, including today! In Spring! Labour Day!

Wow!

Glad that she's fine and healthy, carrying that sweet look. />,<)\ *aahhh~* *Can't forget*

Curses and Kisses

2009-04-26T17:07:00.006+08:00

Once there was once a man fell in love with a woman, by that time, it was in the 80's.

They worked in a same factory, the man dealt with machine, while the lady managed the typing.

Both of them were in their 20th.

The man is a talented labour, working hard and smart, against gossips, drawbacks, and even corrupted leaders, listening to noisy mechanical printings every night.

While the lady faces technical problems with early editions of computers, green words on the black screen, hearing tick tack non stop everyday.

This couple was later in courtship, and got married, eventhough the man was poor, the lady came from a well founded family. Still they both love each other and willing to sacrifice till the end.

After 6 years, they had tried so hard to give birth a baby boy. He was a charming one, filled with luck and joy. That little child attracted jealousy and excitements to his relatives, that encouraged them to have their own new born.

...That child is me...

That's what I know from my mum and dad. I was raised with care and lovely people around. But people change. We faced many troublesome facts, encounter every worst possibilities.

Every family have their own problems, and people tend to get agitated by them.

Worst comes to worst, they will try to break the relationship between cousins or relatives. No question ask.

There's once, my youngest uncle, annoyed my mother, and she couldn't stand it anymore. She shouted so loud, that he was forced to leave our house. Since he's a 40+ man, still he couldn't get a proper job, so he always stay in our house for quite a while. Until now, he's nearly 50, still single and almost bold. The only good thing that he got a proper job (don't know whether he'll change another job again), and he doesn't dare to 'kacau' my mum again. Haha~

My mum and dad got into a fight so many times while I was a little boy, cold wars mostly, because they don't want to show me the truth of house war.

However, the catastrophe came when my mum found something in my father's Celcom bill. A same number came across a few times. Then she tried to call. It was one of my parents' friend, a married woman.

I know her too. My mum was so jeolous that she had a fight with my father. She even asked me: "What if we divorce, who will you follow?"

I was starting to stress out when I was in my secondary school. I really care for them that I rather be the one who sacrifice than my parents' divorce. I thought about it everyday, talked to them when I have the chance. Pray to Lord when I was nervous.

Glad that was over, and it was about 5 to 6 years ago. They are still as happy as usual.

Every couple must come to a fight, to know more about each other. Seriously, a couple who doesn't fight doesn't mean they are very happy with each other.

Sometimes, there are dark secrets which hide in one another that lurk into our lives and we may not know about it. Unless the other half doesn't care, still it'll become a poison sooner or later.

There are reports showed that a small fight can be a good patch for better relationships, while big and insulting fights are not recommended as those will have long term effects on the rest of their lives.

I can't guarentee that I'll not let my Goddess cry or enraged, cause it's a part of our social life. But I'll try my best to talk to her more than get into an argument.

This is life, and so must we challenge whatever comes into our territory-of-life, and there's always Yin & Yang so everything will be balanced.

P.S. I start to miss my family... haiz... Wanna go back home.

P.S.S. This is just a small part of my hardship, the rest you have to wait.

Sickening Weekend

2009-04-20T10:27:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday... 18th of April,

After I finished up my English & Communication (Part 2) power point early in the morning, I was happily doing my stuff back in hostel.

Until 2 something...

Weather's dry, heating up like an oven. I began to feel the dryness and pain...

My whole body was aching like bones cracking. I was having dehydration. (That was what I think)

Lack of water because of busy doing my homework and... honestly... playing Facebook, O2Mania & Left 4 Dead. Haha... (Still can laugh boh... Haiz...)

Fever came up and headache started to follow, bits by bits. I googled something with Heatstroke, or in Chinese called '中暑'.

This is what I found.

WHAT ARE THE SYMPTOMS?

After prolonged exposure to hot conditions, the following symptoms of heat exhaustion may develop:

1. Profuse Sweating
2. Fatigue
3. Muscle cramps
4. Nausea and vomiting
5. Faintness and unsteadiness
6. Headache

If exposure to heat continues, the body temperature rises and heatstroke may develop, causing symptoms such as:

1. Cessation of sweating
2. Body temperature of 105 degree Fahrenheit or higher
3. Rapid and shallow breathing
4. Rapid heartbeat
5. Elevated or lowered blood pressure
6. Confusion and disorientation
7. Seizure
8. Fainting, which may be the first sign in older adults

Left untreated, heat stroke may progress to coma. Death may result due to kidney failure, acute heart failure, or direct heat induced damage to the brain.

WHAT CAN I DO TO TREAT IT?

Heat exhaustion can be treated easily. The affected person should rest in a cool place, ideally in an air- conditioned building, and sip cool, salty drinks until he or she feels comfortable. If heat stroke is suspected, he or she should be admitted to the hospital as soon as possible.

FIRST AID FOR ANY HEAT ILLNESS

Move patient to a cool or shaded area.
Remove clothing.
Patient should be lying down with feet elevated, if possible.
Fan patient and sponge skin with cool water.
Provide cool fluids to drink (water is best)--only if the patient is alert!
Contact emergency transport crew.

This is the link for the info :-
http://www.hpathy.com/diseases/heatstroke-symptoms-treatment-cure.asp

FYI: In Chinese's heat stroke cure, we use something with a blunt edge, for coins for example, smudged with oils or creams, and use it to scratch certain part of our skin which later on there will be some reddish scratch marks. This is for the experienced elders only. (I'm still learning that) It's kinda hurt but it heals fast. Or sometimes we use hard boiled eggs inserted with pure silver jewelery in it (rings), wrapped with a piece of cloth. Then rub on one's back to absorb the heat out.

Later I found out about this , I quickly took a gulp of cold water from the water dispenser and bathed for at least 20 minutes. But the situation got worst.

I was feeling fatigue and having a fever, weak like the people in the '30 hours Famine'.
(Never been there before)

But thanks to Chong, he gave me 2 of his fever and headache pills and I was recovered at least 70% by that night. My fever began to fade away and headache reduced to 10%.

Still today the inflammation in my throat is killing me! Can hardly swallow my saliva. Geez...
Plus a rapid cough and hiccups once in a while.

Well, thanks guys for the help and concerns. I'm really appreciated ^o^)

PIKOM Kuching 2009

2009-04-06T01:15:00.011+08:00

My PIKOM access card - front view

Just came back an hour ago after our midnight dinner at Ho Say Liao.
It's kinda tiring but only for the money.

This is my 1st official part time in Kuching, other than selling PC accessories at school for extra pocket money. Promised of RM 50 per day, yet include extra commissions for selling something. I mean in the PC Fair of course.

Day 1 - Saturday (4/4)

I was 1st assigned in the Dell laptop department, but later on I went to accompany ASUS laptops... However I fell in love into those Uniquely-Designed 'little precious'.

At 1st those laptops were in dull mode. People just looked at them roughly and then went away without asking or emotions to display.

It was just... boring.

Then someone came and play with it's built-in 1.3 webcam. That was when all things started to warm up a bit. Almost everyone passing through there were laughing.

Then I was curious. It was a facial lock-on program (similar to Sony's), that adding special effects on people's face while in photo taking mode. I saw mustaches on laptop screen.

Tactic time! (Actually I saw this kind of strategy back in my hometown, but I wasn't impressed by it.)

So I did a bit of configurations to lure in more people. It worked as magic. I generated more happy people instead of customers. Cause they all had their eyes on Dell laptops... which was in the same booth, just beside me.

I met a hokkien speaking auntie with her future civil engineer son from UCS, seeking for ASUS laptop. Since no one in my booth speaks hokkien, I volunteered to take the job. She spoke English as well. Lots of explaining to do.

Fine with me.

Then she went away with satisfactory but looked arund for more offers.

Spotted Jonathan Poh at NC Computer booth, who claimed to be married. Don't know whether it's a joke or not.

Later on I saw Chong, Izaak and Avangelis... and a black Indian from one of the Swinburne Examiners.

The day ended up with my sore feet, at 10.30pm.

Day 2 - Sunday (5/4)

I slept late in the morning, about 2am, concluded by missing my early morning Sunday church. (Forgive me, oh Almighty One.)

I gone to Permata Car Park with my roommate's friend's old Saga. BTW, Ezra forgot his Exhibitor Pass when he went to the church at 7.45am.

Eventually, he got in somehow.

I was told that the RM 3299 ASUS laptop was sold out in OneTJ, who I thought was the Hokkien auntie. She'll miss the extra promotional gifts however, cause it's bought from a no-offer place. Unless she booked it in the PC Fair. She wanted me to compare the specs and price honestly.

That's what she kept on saying.

"Honestly."

"This day I'll open up the same program. While another displays some music."

Avril Lavigne's concert was played by a RM 2999 ASUS laptop, which includes Altech Lansing built-in speakers.

One word.

Cool...

Later by that time, Tauke used 'Vicker' mini speakers to boost up the music effects... while boosting up his sales.

Suddenly... Calvin and Anderson passed by...

"Hi!" followed by "Where's Ezra?"

A few minutes later, Lester with Kang Hong showed up. Again.

"Hey!", continued with "Ezra leh?"

Knew it...
While Jonathan Poh kept on 'visiting' me.

Lunch was late, skipped my breakfast, equals... nearly gastric. Plus, didn't bring my water bottle cause my only small bottle was thrown away during my 1st day which I forgot to bring it home.

Thirsty... even though they did provide some diluted water, which sucks back our bodies minerals and takes out our healthy form.

Seriously bad.

Since the 1st day, many people kept on buying Dell laptops, instead of ASUS.

Dell are not costly as ASUS but in quality and design, ASUS are more in the lead.

All ASUS did was entertaining, but the result wasn't entertaining at all. Bad for ASUS.

Worst.

Result - Countless Dell laptops were sold out until some out-of-stock, when 3 ASUS laptops were bought.

I was too busy that I forgot to take photos myself. This one was taken by Ezra.

Those red shirts were standing in front of me with ASUS laptops, while on the left side (Dell) stands the green shirt lady (Jacqueline Wong), pink shirt boy (Andy), and Andrew (the tech guy with glasses). There's Cassandra Wong in front of those Dells, who's not in the picture.

"Eh? This is Dell boh."

"Dell is over there." I said, calmly...

They swaped the ASUS display counter with Dell. That explained why above my ASUS laptops showed "DELL". Customers thought I was selling Dell, before they noticed the small "ASUS" logo in the top left corner of the screens. Just because they are truly fascinating in design, and their funny 'liveframe' program in photo effects, adding some misunderstandings.

Families loved it (I mean the photo effects).

After all the fuss in moving those leftover stocks to Bromill branch's CompuWay latterly 9 o'clock, Tauke 'chia' us in Ho Say Liao (hokkien - Finish already in a bad way, or something similar to that).

Me and Ezra in Andrew's car, we saw a group of Malaysia edition SWAT team, taking a MP5 sub machine gun, razing a pub.

That's really
"Ho Say Liao loh... haha~" while laughing with Ezra.

Had a feast by skipping dinner (Tauke's fault). I consider that as my midnight supper instead of late dinner, cause it was more than 11pm.

Conclusion?
It was fun and challenging. Even though it was tiring and I kept on having waist muscle and feet pain (standing for too long), I still can't wait to work as a partimer in PC Fairs.

PS. Didn't see my Goddess visiting PIKOM and I kept on noticing whether she showed up in the Fair, while surprising myself, thought that I saw her or some look-alikes.

PIKOM distributor pass - back view

I'm so HappY ~

2009-04-02T12:43:00.010+08:00

"Wah! It's 10.30am already!"

I overslept this morning and I was half an hour late for my EMaths(A), because of the cozzy environment. It was raining.

But in the end, our class was granted a rare time of half an hour release. Plus, I managed understand what Mr. Mark Lim taught this morning.

After class, I went to the back and I saw Vivian Liew (Business Management Department) behind Block G.

"Long time no see!" we said the same line at the same time, in Mandarin of course. She was married for a few months already and I didn't have the opportunity to congrats her.

Then I saw Frank with Augustus, while he saw my Goddess when I was talking to Vivian.

By that mere few seconds, Goddess was walking by, passing the pillar between us. So our eyes mismatched by that split second. Reminds me of the old movie ''向左走,向右走". Haha...

My misfortune turned into a bless. When Frank told me that he saw her, I then looked around for her, but all I could see was the back of her white T-shirt, in the other side of the front doors.

My heart was beating hard and with excitement.

Walaueh~

Then again I was too shy to follow her in the crowds.

"But I can't leave now, I promised Ezra I'll wait him here.", telling to my mind, whilst Frank and Augustus told me to chase her to say 'Hello'.

"Nah." even though my soul wanted to do the opposite.

"Let's go Cafeteria for lunch.", Ezra said. But my eyes were focusing on the Open-Air Cafeteria, as if she's sitting there with her gang.

A bit disappointed, I saw no one.

Then she appeared, after she ordered her food in the western fast food corner.

Ezra and Chong teased me again, like usual.

However, we went to Cafeteria, sat outside, Ezra went to the left side.

"Why you want to sit the left side?" I asked, then they knew what I meant. It's not the opposite view of the Open-Air Cafeteria.

I tried to SMS her while both of them ordering their food. Not to mention calling her, hoping that she could pick up her handphone, and notice us. At least me. Haha...

But she saw us in the end, without answering my call.

I kept on looking at her while I was enjoying my long last Chessy Macaroni, which I haven't eat for ages, since last semester.

It's a double happiness, I could say.

After we finish our meals, Ezra suggested that we join her gangs. But I was too nervous to meet her with so many people.

I'm speechless, arrived in front of them. Then I found out that she forgot to bring her handphone.

And the only line I said was "How come you din't pick up my call?"

I was so timid that I left so soon.

Yes, I do admit that I'm kinda shy in front of people sometimes and I tend to fix that attitude now. It'll take some time though.

That's why I'm straight to my room and express today's experience in my blog, with an overwhelming emotion.

The only thing I can say now is...

I'm So Happy~! (>,<)

Filming In Progress - In Front of Swinburne

2009-04-02T00:13:00.007+08:00

On 31, March..

I saw a group of white shirts guys in front of our honorable Swinburne signboard.

At 1st I thought it was a funeral or accident or something...

Then again I saw them took a sign like rioting or something... But it says 'Filming In Progress'.

By that time it was about 6.30pm, full of audiences and crews, handling the traffic while the Swinburne guards took some time looking at them, hoping that they have the chances to get into the film shots.

While I was going to Da Lai with Ezra and Chong.

There were 2 Ang Moh actors, riding a big black bike. It looked like they were going to 'beng chia', wriggling with balance in a short distance, not even 1 meter, across our signboard.

When I came back from dinner, they were all gone into thin air...
With their 'Bas Persiaran'.
It looked like an individual movie. Maybe for the Movie Festival guah~

P.S. My Goddess claimed that she saw me a few days ago, but I didn't notice her that time. It's being 'a while' that we didn't meet, and I'm starting to go nuts about it already. Since we don't have any same classes in our 2nd semester.

Progress in Swinburne - Week 1

2009-03-30T18:54:00.006+08:00

Have to take so little class, so little time, so much stress for the week.
Especially in Science/ Engineering Maths (A)... and my DoTA...(lossing my skills T^T)

Well, there's always something good in the bad.

I got Miss Christina Yin to teach me in my E&Com Part 2 class, kinda fun and entertaining lecturer. Her basic English is superb, I can say. She amazed me not since the first day I met her, but before that.

In Public Speaking Contest I joined last year.

When she talks, I can fell the power of her every words. They are well-spoken and almost perfect. The pitches are well-balanced and nice to near.

And all I know is that she's a fine mother, together as a lecturer.

(When you have the chance, visit her office and you'll see a lot of her kids hand-drawn picture, everywhere.)

Miss Marlene Lu as our 2nd most favorable teacher, who has a cute voice and nice attitude. Not to mention her good patience in assisting her students. Even speaks louder than Sim Kwan Hua.

By the way, Chong said that she has a good choice of perfume too.
Haha...

Even though we know that Multimedia doesn't include exams but still we will be having loads of assignments to 'gobble' up in this small period of time. *That's a lot of stress to cover up*

Wilson Suai looks like a newbie but actually he already done teaching in Swinburne for a few years, according to my one of my friends. All I can say that he's a good guy.

Last but not least, Mr. Mark Lim, my E-Maths lecturer, and likes to mumble with a small voice which can't be heard. Sometimes he likes to joke about something we don't-know-what-he-is-talking-about stuff. He even speaks Hokkien in a certain time when talking to Chinese students.

(-_-lll *sweat*

Movie Review: "Patch" Adams (1998)

2009-03-25T23:05:00.015+08:00

Robin Williams, starring 'Patch Adams'.

Even though it's a decade's movie, still I was touched by it's contains.

It's about humanity and laughter that Hunter "Patch" Adams tries to bring out for the world around us.

Based on his true stories.

The real "Patch" Adams

Hunter Adams was admitted to a mental care asylum (due to attempting suicidal) which runs with madness and insanity, filling all patients with more and more suffering. But later he found himself an answer which he was looking for all the time.

The 1st part that I like:
This is when a famous innovator who was put into the asylum because people thought that he was insane. His innovative mind sent him a good theory that we should look behind our problems and see the future, instead of sad about the blockage in front of us (this is when he shows his 4 fingers around people and asks them what they see.) This is the part when he got his nickname - "Patch". By patching the innovator's leaking paper cup while having conversations with him.

If you answer it's number 4, then you are focusing on your matters. It's actually more than 4. It's 8. Just look behind the 4 fingers, there are more fingers (hallucinations), there are 4 of them, which are the solutions of your obstacles.

Simple. Just be innovative, be smart, be optimistic with your problems.

His casual suit

When he was fooling around the general hospital, he saw patients suffering from not only illness, but 'dullness' and 'despair'. Those people doesn't have the doctors' respect, giving them constant pressure and inhumane looks and talks, just like lab animals. "Patch" went to the rescue by being a voluntary hospital "clown", to entertain all the 'lack-of-fun' patients.

The 2nd part that I learned:
Respect others no matter who they are, how they are, what they are. They are still humans. Try to help when they need, even say 'Hi' should light up the rest of their days. Racism is one of the matter. But try to understand others' feelings, putting their conditions into yourself, imagining you are one of them, putting yourself into their shoes.

Even though they don't fit into your feet sometimes... LOL

Jokes aside... or maybe not.

In the end he even setup a free hospital, named Gesundheit! institute.

Patch with poverty-stricken kids

The last part when he was judged in front of the medical school counsel, courting in hundreds of people, because of 'excessive happiness'.

He said: "You treat a disease, you win, you lose. You treat a person, I guarantee you, you'll win, no matter what the outcome."

I totally agreed.

He also said that human are worst than illness, because doctors treat patients like animals instead of humans. Even human, having wars and producing contamination and slowly kills the public.

In the end, he doesn't get kick out of the school, instead, he get more support from the people around him. Now, throughout the world.

Happiness' effects
(Click on the picture if can't be seen clearly)

We suppose to have a Yin & Yang, good side and evil side, balanced. And so should the world.

The New Beginning of 2009 in Swinburne

2009-03-23T16:08:00.009+08:00

Class started at 12.30pm afternoon and it's kinda good for me as I don't have to wake up early. Plus, my Programing 2 class was canceled because it's tutorial, seeing that Ellen and Hiroshi were tired of waiting the class starts, for nothing. Haha~

I have been worrying that whether I said something wrong to my Goddess that she has not been replying my 2 messages. Hmm... Or she went to other countries for a quick-holiday?

I met a lot of my old friends and some new ones. The one I was so anxious to meet is my Goddess who I haven see for a long, long time. But then I saw Brendan with Panda-eyes, dull-look, and lonely. *Wondering what's wrong with him*

I have nothing much to write these days, maybe I should make some review of what I watched during my Summer holidays, especially Robin Williams' "Patch Adam", which has been a good movie in morals and teachings. I have watched this for 3 times during my days, and now I baru understand fully of what Patch Adam's messages.

It was great!

End of Summer Semester (Report)

2009-03-07T05:39:00.004+08:00

Phew... It's the end of Summer semester already and I haven't update my blog until now, with my 'neighbours' lousy connections back home.

Yeah, we all know that stealing other people's stuff is wrong, but using their internet connections for barely 1 hour can't hurt much, right...? Haha...

Ever since I came to Swinburne for Summer Sem. studies, I was addicted to "Facebook" for a few days, focusing on my "Pet Society" and hacked it once... or maybe a few times :P

Then later it was updated with their 'powerful' patch that banned 'money-hacking' and starting to 'kill' members by banning their either "Pet Society" or "Facebook" accounts.

But we'll find out some way to counter them soon... very soon... Muahaha... *evil laughter*

The LAN subjects were killing me back then, and needless to say that Malaysian Studies indeed the toughest one of all. I nearly die, trying to understand the facts and histories, not to mention my 'Sejarah' sucks so bad back in my Secondary Schools. I think in Malaysia, most people failed in this part.

Malaysian Studies shows nothing but damn boring stuff. Still, since it's a requirement from our Malaysia's Government - Education Sector, I'll respect you and try to pass this, even though you Governments didn't give me my freaking 'Yayasan Sarawak' Study Loan! Arghh...

In this semester, I did meet some new cool friends and there's 1 who's elder than me for 1 year. Luckily I'm not the 'oldest' back there in class. That's a relief. Haha...

Me and Ezra celebrated Vikki's birthday at The Spring right after school at about 9.00 pm, right after our night class, in Big Apple's Donuts on the 20th of February, in her 20th birthday. We boys hadn't try out those sweet stuff until that day and kinda fond of it, ending up we 'chia' her. Haha...

Then later we went to Jalan Song for a supper's quick bite... which last for 1 hour... not 'quick' enough. LOL

And she 'chia' us back in her grandmother's house a few days later with home-cooked meals, which we hadn't being eating for a long long time.

BTW, guys, I wish you good luck and job well done in your tests!

P.S. I just got my haircut at Ah Lung's Hair Studio yesterday, and I was so tired because lacked of sleep on the day before, on my living room's sofa. Then I fell asleep at about 9.00 pm, woke up at 5 in the morning and writing my blog at 5.30 am. Haven't been sleeping for so early for a refreshing morning on the 2nd day. Woah~ *smelling the fresh morning air*

Disappointments

2009-02-24T13:28:00.003+08:00

I was planning my 'I've Anime Convention 09' and it turned out disappointing...

I was assigned for the Gundam section and helping to arrange all the Gundams available for displaying. Only this section will take about a few hours, starting from 10pm in 'The Spring'. Since we don't have much chances to stay in The Spring at night or maybe for a whole day...

"How bout I give it a try then?" I thought, and I agreed to help out the team.

I delayed my schedule for Summer Sem and now the convention was postponed to August 1st-2nd, what a bummer. And I found out about this was about a day before, even though it was announced 10 days ago before the preparations.

Seriously, I gave out so much passion and in return, I gain a 'great' disappointment. Geez...

Last week, I saw Nokia 5610 Music Xpress, and honestly it looked so brand new and I was eager to own it. I was so excited and I couldn't get enough sleep (about 6 hours of rest, I think), which for me must between 7 to 8 hours of night rest. Plus it's kinda cheap too, RM 550! (Original now is about RM800++)

In the next day...

"How come it become so old? Is it something wrong with my eyes?" I said to myself when I was checking to whole 5610's body parts.

"And it's a 2.5mm audio output! Oh man..."

I'm using the 3.5mm audio plug for my handphone, so I have to buy another output converter for it. But I think it's a waste of time and money so I let it go. Yet, another disappointment.

When the time comes for me to update my blog, 'Deconnexion" suddenly "PUTUS" for nothing boh! Walaueh~!

I'm tired of everything that doesn't goes well for last week.

P.S. Final test for the LAN subjects is coming soon, and I'm still blogging about it instead of studying. Gonna gambateh for a whole week to get pass these subjects.

I get information from the Exam Unit and they said that the RM1500 rebate is available for graps if we don't manage to get at least D's in our LAN studies. But the business management says otherwise. Hmm...

My Valentine's Wishful Day

2009-02-14T12:14:00.004+08:00

Today is Valentine's Day.
People have found a new way.
Using Valentine as their gay.
Making everyone have to say,
'Will you be my Valentine, okay?'

Story goes when everyone dates.
Eating together or cutting love cakes.
Or anything he or she makes.
Anything taste nice, even they are fakes
While another is mixing milk shakes.

Valentine's Day is not my day.
Perhaps I should seriously find a way.
Asking my Goddess here to stay.
I'm willing to hold her at bay.
And become her daily faithful fay.

Dedicated to my lovely Goddess and everyone who's either in love or not in love.

~Valentine's Day~

2009-02-14T10:51:00.009+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!

It's one of those lonely days without partner beside you, but lovers around you.
Well, I have been having lonely Valentine's day for 21 years, and I found out yesterday! Haha...

I guess I'll be celebrating with single guys in the hostel then.

I read about Saint Valentine a long time again and today it reminds me of looking back to his story. It was actually about a priest's courage and rebellious actions against the Roman Emperor - Claudius II. His bravery was then recorded and shown to all, however, people tend to forget the true meaning of his sacrifices and changed Saint Valentine's Day into the Valentine's Day we all know for now.

There's being a bit of linkage of before he was executed, that he wrote the 1st edition of 'Valentine' to a formerly-blinded girl, who was cured by him. Before that, he encouraged couples to get married even though Claudius II needed the single men to become soldiers (because he thought that single men are better fighters than married ones). Valentine still secretly perform marriage ceremonies for those 'eager' couples when Claudius II enforced this preposterous law (I added the word 'eager' to show something I kinda thinking of in every Valentine's Day - find a girlfriend!).

Sources: Wikipedia - Valentine's Day

The rest you have to explore them yourselves.

It's a good story when I read it the first time a few years ago in my English tuition class. I was then realized that the real meaning of Valentine's Day is not all about finding soul mates and dating or some sort. It's the power of Christianity and fighting for rights.

Last night when I was going out with my friends, I saw Valentine stalls on roadsides... EVERYWHERE!

I was like 'OMG' in my head.
"Is Ching Ming coming early this year? Have I miscounted the Lunar Calender? What day is today anyway?"
You'll get what I mean...
They were selling flowers either for the dead or alive. Roses and Chrysanthemums all together in one day, and some in one place.

If this kind of business goes well, maybe I'll invest one too.

P.S. I got myself a Valentine this year from my Goddess, even it's an unseen-able Valentine, I still feel delighted and happy. Maybe I'll write something for my Valentine... hmm... *generating inspirations*

Well, Happy Valentine, my Goddess! Muak! (Seriously, this is my first time to 'virtually' send a kiss to someone openly)

21st Birthday!! Tomorrow...

2009-02-07T10:52:00.014+08:00

It's one of those days when people celebrates your BiRTHdAY... But my celebrations were kinda dull every year. It's just always the same.

"Cheer Up!" *said to myself*

Still remember my 18th birthday in National Service camp... Dull.

Still remember my 19th birthday with my friends... Messy.

Still remember my 20th birthday in my house... Lonely.

Hmm... can't I plan a better one? Maybe a big party instead?

So it will be something like this!

This will be my invitation post (>,< /

I will set up my party right here to fit in all these party animals!

Maybe add in a bit of laser show concert (^,^) /

I'll be having 'News' from Japan to sing this song!

Adding Avril Lavigne!
WoW!!

This my dream BiRTHdAY party, I can't afford that. LOL~

Actually I plan to 'qia' a few of my friends to Chicken Hartz tomorrow afternoon, between 1-2pm. So, no big deal.

Who wanna join us, please call me for reservation. For limited time only! While my 'Money' last!

P.S Only on 8th of February, Sunday.

Aquarius + Water = Disaster (?)

2009-02-04T20:30:00.012+08:00

This year's Chinese New Year broke my heart so bad...

Floods everywhere, bad luck everywhere.

On the 1st day of Chinese New Year, I broke my precious hand phone.
The LCD screen cracked, the phone jack ruined after the screen has been fixed.

Oh my dearest Nokia 5310 Music Xpress.

It happened when I was sitting on the sofa, tying up a plastic bag, and my 5310 fell from my lap.

*Crack*

Smacked on the 'face'.

I thought it was okey but then again, I was wrong. The LCD broke into half. So everytime anyone calls or SMS, I won't know who's calling or the messager. The only thing I know is my battery and signal level, and the time. It will be useless for me not to sms. All I could was sitting there and wait for phone calls.

When it was fixed, the screen was awkwardly 'changed' it's style, swayed it's position a bit.
"Okey, it's fine." I thought.

But when I was on the bus on Monday morning, I put in my favourite, Sony branded earphone, my right earplug didn't feel right at all.

Damn... the technician broke my phone jack. I listened my music with my left ear all the way home.

By the way, I vomitted on my way to Kuching. Walau eh~

The next tragedy was the 'Water'.

My hometown was flooded badly, seriously ruined everything. The road, the streets, the houses, even the Chinese New Year fun! What a bummer.

The flood even helped the trees beside the road to grow in 'pond'!

Next, McDonald.

And McDonald's Prosperity Burgers ruined my appetite, because they are too expensive.

In chinese, it's named 'Fat Choi Hamburger', only when you really Fat Choi then you can enjoy them.
Think about it, minimum RM 14.95 for 1 Double Chicken Prosperity Burger, and RM 19.95 for 1 Double Beef Prosperity Burger.

McD is getting richer and richer EVERY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
It's prosperity for them alright.
Basically, McD tries to 'rob' every chinese in Chinese New Year. We can watch the commercial - "Prosperity Burgers! For Limited Time Only!" almost every hour.
No wonder they didn't show the price for the customers these few years. They don't come in cheap packages for the cheap-sakes like us.

I rather go to SugarBun and buy for about 5 Cheese Burgers than 1 McD Double Chicken Prosperity Burger.

'Happy Memories'
During Chinese New Year, I was going out with my Primary 6 friends. Yup! We are still meeting each other. Each year, we got new members joining us, but some gone to other places.

This is my Primary 5 picture, but we continued to Primary 6 with all the members included.

Still in contact with our form teacher 10 years later.

But only a few students are still in contact.

Unforgettable childhood friends and memories.

Ready To Go Back Home... For CNY =D

2009-01-22T22:21:00.013+08:00

Time passes by so fast! It's almost 2 weeks (actually it IS 2 weeks...)!

So...

GONG XI FAT CHAI

EveryOne!

Really miss my NEW clothes already...
Feels like wearing my old sets of clothes for a few years liao. Geez...

Going back to my hometown on this Saturday afternoon, again with Biaramas.
Hoping that this time I'll be using the NEW addition so called 'Air-Bus', leaving all my bad responds toward my journey back home.

Because nearly all the tickets were bought and booked, my auntie (Kuching) helped me to buy from Biaramas since it's the 'earliest' ticket available on this Saturday.

Now she went again for the lucky draw for buying a 2-way ticket.

Fortunately, she got a 'REALLY EXPENSIVE' massage chair from Osim from the 'Wheel Of Fortune', but unfortunately she has to go for a second round in the final date to get the real stuff, cause there's only 1 winner in all.

(Even though the grand prize is a ViVA, but we consider this a good deal already.)

What's wrong with these guys anyway? Give or not to give, that's the main point.
Apparently, she's not the only 'winner', there are other lucky people as well in the line, waiting for their phone call for the 2nd match.

By the way, I'm so 'into' the Friendster's 'Super Pets!' now that I lost all my money in a fight gambling. I should have stop putting all my funds for my 'virtual cat' into the bet. I thought that I'll always be lucky but now, I have 'threw' about 20K away. Poor kitty... I'm hoping for earning more money but instead I wasted so much time for nothing.

Failure In Love

2009-01-18T01:26:00.009+08:00

Love has being in the air for days, years, decades, centuries, thousands of age.

Yet LoVe never fades away, staying fresh in everyone's mind,
following,
protecting,
chasing,
sacrificing,
playing,
and even dying for LoVe.

I've being in the failure of LoVe life a few times, even though they were not suppose to be counted as usable in my 'LoVe-failure-counts'. I'm just secretly in LoVe with them.

I still remember that the 1st girl I fell in LoVe was my neighbour, my friend's younger sister, and she's the same age as I am. We still contact in these years because of his brother, one of my best friend.

The rest of the girls were basically in my primary and secondary school. Now they are in LoVe with other much-more-luckier guys.

The longest-spree in my single-handed LoVe is Ms.P, who is tough and independant. She's good and nice, but have a bit of 'temper' issue. But I didn't care much by that time.

Ms. P was fated with me by the time I was in Form 2, when my English tuition class closed, due to too many branches and risks of money loss. That's when everything happened.

I was put into the same class with her in 2002. We met but never talked (basically I was focusing too much on my English teacher, and they thought that I was an English Freak, who was too good in English). But results showed otherwise. We were merely the same but I spoke too much with my teachers, forgot their existence.

After 1 year, we finally met and talked. It was fun when I met her in my local church's Teen Gathering (for age 12 to 18 only). Then we have much to talk about.

Then I found out that her father were once my dad's college in the newspaper factory.

Years passed, things changed. We were merely very good friends anymore. She found a few best girl friends as companions.

Once she got an accident in 2006, when we were studying MUET in our old English tuition school. That's our 1st meeting place and our 1st leaving place. Our hearts were left there.

Her father slammed his green Wira behind a truck. Thank God they were not injured by that time. I was late for tuition that time and I passed through the same road by that time. Then I sent Ms. P together with me to tuition school. I saw the front part of the car smashed, glasses every where...

My mother knew that I was scared for her safety and I asked her to call Ms. P by my cellphone. I was relieved when I heard her voice.

My dearest mom knows my feeling as well as I know hers. She allowed me to help Ms. P as much as I could.

That was the last thing I have done to her, the end of Prince and Princess story...

She is now in Sabah University, together with her new and 1st boyfriend. I found out the second day from the Sarawak Blackout, in MSN 2008. The lights were on, but my mind was in total darkness, heart was cold and harden.

For 5 years I was in LoVe with her.
No tears, no mood, no nothing...

I've picked up myself after a few days. Solid face, calm eyes, tensed walking. That was over.

I knew that I didn't make my move early, rarely talk to her later in 2004, I took that risk on my own to let her go with other boys. But I still care for her, only as a normal friend.

If I can manage to pick up what I have, I might as well learn how to put down. As in Chinese Idiom: " 拿得起, 放得下 ".

In our 1st Semester's holiday, we met in our church, the Youth Gathering ( from age 19 to 27). When I looked her back, I lost my feeling towards her as my dream girl. She changed, not only my heart, but my life too.

This is why I kept this old song 'Sunny day' (晴天) in my music playlist. The lyric is showing my previous life.

To My Dear Anderson,
Life is hard, and is easy. You reminded me of my life, together with GIFC. That's why I'm interested with you guys. You are my backup memories. We have incidents happened in our meetings and it's not coincident. We are fated as well. Your lost and gains are shared between your friends and other blogger, including me. This is the reality.

GIFC inspires my blogging, and Anderson, this piece of article is from 'you' actually.

Audrey, Alicia, Nico, Lester, Hiroshi, Chong, the rest are yours also...

And God made my life more meaningful... ... ... ...

Smile, Sweet Smile

2009-01-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

Nothing can beat a sweet smile badly,

Dangling on your face.

Nothing can overcome beauty,

Except a smile with grace.

Nothing is sweet,

Better than the sugar.

Nothing can counter a sweet heart,

Unless she fills herself with bitter.

Sweet, sour, bitter,

Filling our life nicer.

But these will not be the damage,

Only sweet smile can conquer the image.

Knowing that even a little girl,

Can be a proud and confident Miss World.

Because there are friends that care,

Sweet smiles that can be share.

Laksa Or Kampua?

2009-01-13T23:42:00.006+08:00

Back to my hometown, I was eager to eat the de~li~cious~ kampua mee.

RM 2.00 a plate, adding black soy sauce & a bit of chili sauce...

Wa-lah! Mama-mia!

The kampua stall is just opposite my secondary school back then. The Mrs Tauke is currently the second one in business there in a simple coffee shop. The shop will bankrupt if the stall is closed, I tell you. Every time the kampua mee stall closes, the shop's business will go down as soon as customers doesn't see the open stall.

Last time in 1st semester in Swinburne University, Audrey was kept on talking about her eating habits of laksa in local Kuching. Honestly, a few weeks before I went back to Swinburne, I tried this so called Kuching laksa in my local coffee shop...

This is the result.

It's not bad, like she said, but still it's still not on my favorite list. Haha...
This is because there's once I went to toilet 'lao sai' after I ate this thing. So it became the least thing I'll ever want to eat...

But that was a few years ago.

This was the second time I try this stuff for all my life, for now.

By the way, thanks Audrey for the inspiration and excitement of giving me the 'guts' to try laksa again =)

Is Blogging A Sin?

2009-01-11T01:50:00.005+08:00

ISA took away most people's freedom.

Some famous Blogger were arrested and banned.

Kenny Sia has been scolded by his fans about the parody of Gaza War.

Is really blogging a sin?

I was wondering for all these years...
Is there anything pure with Good and none evil?

I got a few friends who got trouble of being damned by others when they wrote something harsh without bad intentions. I've been that situation before, when I was forced to mend many things by myself, and pray for mercy from God and the enemies who I made with. This is not good at all.

We can 'restart' again somehow and 'reset' our blogging life for a change and for more gain, surely not to be defeated by someone who you have angered with. He or she maybe mad about you, but try to do something to made he/she forgive you, instead of running away, banning yourself from blogging.

In the human studies, from long since a few thousand years, people did record their life stories along their journey to 'talk' to the people in future about their life stories. This creates historical records and treasures for people now. That's why we have bible in our hands, purely for the pass recordings.

I'm not saying that we have to be a historical freak, writing our own version of bible.

What I'm trying to say is that we communicate through articles and words, revealing the hidden side of our unspeakable feelings in real life. Blog is made out of virtual world, so any writing in the Blog can't be counted as serious cases, unless you are focusing on destroying someones life. Even news reporters write for what they know from others, and you can find that different newspapers have different stories for most of the times, especially those like accidents and minor stuff, filling up the news columns, so that they can keep their monthly wages in hand.

Say it if you think is true,
Argue for it if you have the proof,
Defend yourself by giving reasons if you are innocent,
Keep quiet if you really done something wrong,
Face the people who are accusing you properly,
Apologize for any false accusations you did.

Writing our feelings away keeps our mental calmer and let go our stress behind. If you keep to much in yourself, then you may well go 'ku-ku' and crazy in the end. Nowadays stress comes fast and goes away slow, so be tough and smart to handle them well and neat.

Don't let stress weight you in your daily life, let blogging helps you in disguise.
We don't have to show real life names who we know and who we are, just use symbols and nicknames should be fine.
This avoids unnecessary troubles around us and bring fun and joy in our mind.

Back To School, Back To Reality

2009-01-09T10:31:00.010+08:00

Actually I try to put back to war with this picture...

Well study is a war for students!

It has been a long journey for us, no matter how hard we fight, the situation just getting harder.

Friends we fight for and friends fighting us back;
Schoolmates we care for and the care they reject;
Results we manage for and the result getting worst.

Anything happens in real world, that's why I want to be back in reality.

So much have change in this world, disasters, man's-wrong-doing (poison milk), war, virus... even mutants perhaps?
Who knows? May be we can start a reality movie call 'X-man: Their Real Life' in the future!

Back to my main point. I didn't write much for my blog recently cause I got bad connection at home... using DeconneXion. Yup judging by it's name, we get a lot of 'dis-connection' by 55% at random counts.

I'm focusing on my Bus Traveling Guide to my fellow readers. Unlike Kenny Sia, I'm sort of giving bad comments. It's a Bus Asia Company (See who's copying?) - Biaramas.

Opps, they did it again. Since there are so many delays, they don't mind adding more.

In the previous road trip back to my sweet, cozy home, they did a horrible thing with a steel-made stick, or is it the gear handle?

Imagine that it pops out in a middle of the road trip. This picture is just a replacement, things were not as easy as it seemed.

The gear can be removed easily but couldn't shift properly. So delay had been made by 1 hour 30 minutes, for 15-20minutes of fixing it... together.

And in the middle of the road, I found 1 Biaramas bus broke down, but worst of all, 3 Shell oil trunks went dead beside the road after a few hours.

For yesterday's 'adventure', I found something interesting with Biaramas as well... it went well!

But not for long...

The gear seemed funny when the driver kicked in the 1st and 2nd gear.
The air conditioner suddenly lost it's 'coolness', and it's not 'cool' at all, when the inside of the bus is filling with hot air and outside is raining with freezing drops, which causes blurry front bus window, also mean by slowing us down.

Unfortunately, the best part doesn't come in for the Biaramas...

It was a White Hilux.

Doing something like this, in front of you.
I said 'something' like this, so don't get me wrong.

Imagine that in a bus, you are going to go left turn, up hill, approaching the corner turn at 50 kilometer per hour. A white Hilux suddenly shows up from the up hill, 'gently' pressing his brake, and drift without telling you guys.

The Hilux lost control, nearly hit on our bus. Didn't see that coming on a slippery road, huh? Wonder he or she is still alive now? Or looking dead with pale face the whole day.

Then back in the hostel, I was cleaning my room alone, washing my fans, rubbing their body with my bare hands and they screamed for more in the water. They kept me relaxed and satisfied for the whole semester, getting 'dirtier' each day. 1 of them was playing hardcore with me when she won't go and take a bath, but she couldn't resist the leisure she be getting and joy I about to get in the night.

Yup, they are my wall fans (We call things a she, just like our Mother Earth, and our country). Don't thing of something else.

The fun ends when I locked myself out of my room.

That's the end of my story.

Things I Want To Say In Christmas

2008-12-25T11:53:00.004+08:00

Merry and Jolly Christmas Everyone!

Ho Ho Ho...

The End

Getting Better And Better (Updated)

2008-12-16T10:50:00.006+08:00

Congrats for my friends and I who got good results.
Thanks for all your help and advices which assisted my 'adventure' throughout the 1st semester in my 1st university and my 1st study in an actual higher education institute.

I'm happy for you all.

I got 4 Ds in my result (even though I'm aiming for a few HDs, but I'm quite satisfy with the current ones @,-/ )

Since I have failed my application for my Yayasan Sarawak Loan, then I have to see forward PTPTN Loan and Tunku Abdul Rahman Scholarship.

PTPTN Loan now officially charges 1% loan interests, plus, IT students have the authority to get RM8000 for 1 semester, enough for my degree fees. But I prefer Yayasan Sarawak better cause they don't have any interests, and you have to be a Sarawakian. I'll try both instead.

Tunku Abdul Rahman Scholarship is known for cover up all uni's expenses for Free-Of-Charge!
This scholarship just came out this few months for what I know. Someone told me about it and I haven't notice how good it is until I got an confirmed answer from the local agent's mouth (and print out of course). From the rumour, this special 'treat' have to be taken with a few steps:

-Filling up forms
-Wait for their inform letter
-Interview with some boring authorities
-Pray for getting the scholarship
-Then you open an account for the Ka-Ching to squeeze in our bank account

BTW, this privilege includes an allowance of RM700 per month! And we don't have to pay back a cent for it. What a charm!
This is what I wish for... but not for the special condition of 'must-have 3.0 GPA and above' thingy.

Now I'm ready to apply for the RM1500 rebate for my previous course fee and suck out all my money from Swinburne as a payback for getting my father's 'blood and sweat' KWSP money. He agrees to use that rebate money for my next semester's 3.5 months' allowances. Luckily I got Swinburne Debate Club, Anime & Manga Society, & Badminton Club to support my back for the application, cause it's one of the 'syarat' that you have to be active in cocuriculums to get this bloody money from them.

Glad I can help my family a bit to overcome my family's incomes. Thanks to my dearest parents and friends for all these helps you gave me. Without you all I may not have any chances to achieve today's result.

Best of luck to you all.
God Bless =)

PS. The 'good things' I mentioned above only available for us, the freaking Malaysians who have no money but pride in our land (as if...).
Things change, so does the loans & scholarships. I'm not responsible for the information given above. Please use them as references.

Updates: Seems that the RM1500 rebate for foundation is mainly for students who achieve the result of 'D' and above throughout the whole year in the current program. Available for one time discount in one semester. Damn that's hard. Better luck next time.

Tagged by Audrey

2008-12-08T17:33:00.004+08:00

8 people to tag:

Chong
Samuel
KennySia(?)
Jean
Someone
Somebody
Noone
Nobody

8 things I am passionate about:

Blogging
Gaming
Jungle Trekking
Watching National Geographic or any good movies
Scene-watching
Thinking about something
Reading newspapers & books
Studying something new

8 things I say too often:

So?
Then?
Ngaidi...
Walaueh!
哈 ?
Sorry?
是哦 ?
然后 ?

8 movies I have watched recently:

Money Not Enough 2
Twilight
Hell Boy
Hell Boy 2
Harold and Kumar 2: Escape for Guantanamo Bay
Love Guru
Just Married
And many more... (actually I forgot most of them)

8 songs that I can listen to over and over again：

Womanizer - Britney Spear
When I Grow Up - Pussy Cat Dolls
晴天 - Jay Chou
开天窗 - 五月天
爷爷泡的茶 - Jay Chou
稻香-Jay Chou
心中的日月 - 王力宏
One- Epik High

8 things I learned the past year：

Accepting what you have in your hand now
Don't let go something you have for something you don't have
Sleep well keep people going well
Keeping our problem ourselves won't do any good
Friends are hard to make when we are quarreling before we meet
Blogging is not the ideal place to express our most deep feelings
Joy to the world make us feel 'gay' (happy)
Some people definitely makes us realize something precious even though they are annoying

8 places I like to go in Kuching:

The Spring
Wisma Satok
Sarbakas
Sarawak Plaza
Holiday Inn (City)
Damai Beach
Cultural Village
Don't know...

8 things that you will be doing today:

Eat
Sleep
Watch TV
Gaming
Badminton-ing
Washing my car
Washing my longkang
Drying clothes

8 things I regret this past year:

Not joining the GYM
Troublemaker
Visit more places in Kuching
Hurt people's feelings
Study the last minute
Emotional
Fail to get my Yayasan Scholarship
Being too childish

Gossip

2008-11-21T17:52:00.003+08:00

I seriously have to write something for my blog. Resisting is not an option for me.
After coming back for so long, I haven't write anything for my dearest blog, feeling shameful for my Blog. Work, work, work... Time for my private time with Bloggy!

Gossip

Girls like to gossip, including the boys. Last night when I was watching "RachelRay" late night show (missing the David Letterman Late Night Show, damn NTV7 for replacing the GOOD show!). The show gave me an idea on this topic. Rachel (the Host) inspired me when she decided to let 4 women stop gossiping for a WEEK! That's not hard for certain people, but I can seriously tell you that they couldn't even resist the 'taste' of saying people's 'back'. When the challenge started, they were speechless, in a manicure shop.

The girls just say there in total silence... The show ended by the time I went to bed. LoL

Gossiping is a sin among Christians, but how can we tell that we are gossiping?
Basically giving false accusations and stories isn't a good idea. Gossiping can be 'deadly'.

This week's Sunday church, 'Mouth can be Disasterous, Mouth can be Praiseful'.
The Priestess said that among our body parts, the tougue/mouth, is beyond our control.
We, humans, can control beasts, control most of the things on Earth, but can't dominate our own tongue...

We hear what other people says and make short conclusions. Have you wonder that what if you are the one who is being talked about, letting other people to have bad impresions of you when you haven't do anything bad?

It must be frustrating and desparing...

So 'filter' of what other people says, comparing ourselves 1st before concluding others. What is our worth or power to say someone when we are no better than others?

The End Of Semester One, 2008

2008-11-14T22:28:00.004+08:00

Finally it's over! The EXAM has ended my 1st sem in Swinburne Uni. This has been a great deal to me cause this is my 1st experience in a Uni, and thank God that all ends well...

And I'm still in 1 piece! Wuahaha...

I did make some bad impressions on some people,but hey! Who doesn't make mistakes? And I'm glad that it's over too. Still... it's kinda hard to face those guys. Sorry man!

Most of my dearest Swinburne friendzis went back home, and I start to miss them already, in Kuching, my aunt's house. Guys, I'll always remember you all, thanks for the good times! I'll appreciate them always. Hope to see you all soon, or ASAP!

Well, back to my hometown, same old place where I was born, walked, ran, drove, had primary and secondary school life. But those are the past, now I have to venture through those memories to create more precious and mindful 'videos and pictures' in my head... or brain.

I have to go to work at the same old place, my other aunt's home, or home-based shop? Or should I say a shop in a home? Whatever lah!

It's a good place to be or a last place you'll be thinking of getting a job there. Since my aunt(hometown one) asked me to get back to help her, so I don't mind to get my arse back to the 'horrible' place. Her house is always an 'unstable' workplace. She and her family gets along by almost fighting all the time. Can't blame the kids, they are truly 'emo' children, who my cousins only gets along when they are 'needy' in some favours. They don't always listen to their mom(my aunty in my hometown) unless, they are in happy mood.

Geesz... I wish I won't be working there for too long, just in the favour of my part-time job, or big fat juicy pocket money. I may work there for almost 2 months.

So I guess it won't be long enough before I knew it's 'Back-to-Uni' time (as IF!). Just sabar sabar sikit.

All will be fine...

I hope so...

Tomorrow's the day! Hometown, here I come!

*PS: Go back by 'land-bus', instead of air-bus. Promoted by Biaramas, the land version of AirAsia. I spinned the lucky Wheel-of-Biaramas, but only got a can of 'F&N Full Cream Milk' after buying a '2-way' bus ticket.
Ngaidi... Wish I got a ViVA, or a massage chair at least(Yeah, dream on!).
Plus, I met my Programming 1 teacher this afternoon, in the middle of the traffic jam somewhere in Kuching, in front of his Perodua Kancil! What a coincidence. We said 'Hi' in a soundless way. We were in our cars.

The ColorQuiz I've taken

2008-11-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

Roy took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"His need to feel more causative and to have a wide..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

Roy's Existing Situation

Readily participates in things that provide excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated.

Roy's Stress Sources

Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which he feels separates himself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. He therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on him and insists on being free and unhampered.

Roy's Restrained Characteristics

Feels that he cannot do much about his existing problems and difficulties and that he must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Feels rather isolated and alone, but is too reserved to allow himself to form deep attachments. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity, but tries to avoid conflict.

Roy's Desired Objective

His need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes him restless and he is driven by his desires and hopes. May try to spread his activities over too wide a field.

Roy's Actual Problem

Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.

Roy's Actual Problem #2

The fear that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities.

I just tried this quiz out for fun. It does shows some promising answers. Well just for reference only oh!

2nd Day of My Final in 1st Sem

2008-11-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

Wow! That was indeed fast! Just finished my inno test, & right now there are still some students in the Exam field, surviving the 'exam-war'. Well, there were some of them earlier than me, but...

Who Cares!

That's half-relief for my examination stress and I still have to study my maths this whole day.

The inno was like so easy and steady for me, cause I already finished my inno textbook a few days ago, while worrying on the '9 lives of the CAT' will come out.

Sadly... It didn't show up in the test papers! Wuahaha!

I wrote my papers in a flash and ended it in about 1 & a half hours (there were some finished in 1 hour though).

This morning I woke up at 7.20am & revised my 'secret' paper which I got last night. I watched the 'Love Guru' before I when to bed, but I read through the whole paper to get a minor knowledge with the 'questions' of the 'secret' paper.

And I can say they are 'quite' similar from the 'pirated' one with the 'original' one. Lucky me.
That explains why I can finish my inno test fast.

Well, back to my study and gaming then!

God Bless the Examiners and the Students =)