It's in my blood, my thoughts, in my soul, in my birth, or in my fate.
It's one of those days that my emotions and wants go random and mix all together.
I don't know what I'm suppose to do!
Want to scream? Want to rage? Want to die? Want to laugh? Want to sleep for eternity?
I don't know what I should say or reply.
Or just want to do something for others? Or just by myself.
For all these years I've being living, I always want to prove myself for others. All good and less on the inside.
I don't want to be good all the time... I don't want to be a nice guy sometimes.
It's pointless for being good all the time.
Others like it, I like it... but not always.
I like to show my other side... sometimes... randomly.
I always fond of Vampires... they are dark sorcerers with gentle attitude and seducing charm.
That's I want to be. No matter Edward Cullen or Barnabas Collins, they are not only great actors... their cool character, calm behavior did affect my other side.
For the real me, I like being cool and less talkative, charming and seducing. No matter how I look, I just want to be the man girls like.
I don't know why... I just want to.
Let's say I got the look of a cute guy, then I'll be in a lot of trouble.
Well, it's loyalty that I'm into now. My mind just say so. Because I met someone.
It's hard to be a good guy with all these courting abilities... I'm just feel useless and lonely.
Not that I'm good at it... wow... that's negative... saying to myself.
I don't know why I write these... it's just my random thoughts.
I'm just being random at typing.
I need someone to strike at my weak point... mentally not physically, mind you. Please ask me anything, or talk to me TAT
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