Monday, August 17, 2009

Monday Blue in Sem 3


Scanning my old ACER laptop with AVIRA...

Watching lame Thai Drama...

Listening to Romantic and Warm Chinese songs...

Blowing myself with cool and cold LG air-con...


My Bluish Monday starts here.


I've being thinking bout my future lately. About what a man must do for his incoming life, ahead from everyone else.

I don't know whether my failure for this semester is a Fate or a Curse. Thinking Positive is a good thing for us and this may be a great opportunity to start a new challenge.

This is like overcoming the waves along with us in a long journey.

The waves can be beautiful, at the same time, can be obstacles in our routine.


Being faithful and powerful is my main challenge at the moment. Things can't be smooth as we imagine. Sometimes, worst things happens unexpected in front of you.

You're down when weak, you want to look for new love when the one you love doesn't look for you.

This is what we call LiFE. It's the biggest barrier we have to break through.


Everything starts from the ground, when we are educated, becoming better and better each day.

Even the floor looks plain and simple, it's vital for us, providing us a fortified ground to walk and travel. Still we upgrade it and make it useful for us every time it is necessary.

The basics are the important chapters we have to go through no matter what.

Just like from Kinder-garden to University, from a little Baby to a full grown Adult.



Find a place to settle, to enjoy, to start can be a headache most of the time. Now the economy rises and people are worrying about their financial problems.

I have to strike now or never. These 2 weeks I've been attending courses, meetings and knowing new friends beside going to Kuching Fair 2009 and enjoying new meals.

I'm 21 this year, and it won't be long before my 30th and 40th. Time travels fast, don't ever forget that. While I'm having most of the free time at hand, it's worth doing something for my future.


I can't just sit there and wait for money to drop from the sky. Unless I throw them up by myself.

If this really happens, that everyone holding a basket, or a lorry, what type of money will fall?

Is God following the currency? US dollars or Indonesian Rupiah?

One thing for sure. It won't be valuable. Because too much money for 1 country means value drop. Just like Wang Pisang during Malaya being conquered by Japanese.

Stress comes by everyday, either a good and well balance stress or overstress. It can be both ways and I have to standby for everything. Financial, power, and love can help us, at the same time can be burdens.

So is it a right time to start a close relationship? Or waiting for more chances and expect better in the future?

Sometimes strike first is better than wait for the second, some says otherwise. Hmm...


Maybe I've to learn to throw the burdens away first? Pack them and throw them into the sea. But then again, isn't this polluting the sea water?

Or give them to God for recycle into something useful.


Relaxation is crucial to our Life and Health. We have to enjoy and put down the weights on our shoulder when tired, take a nap when exhausted.


Luxury is just a temporary need. It can be a sport car, a big and delicate mansion, and a multi-million wife who waste a lot of unnecessary cash.

Almost everyone is wishing for big salary, counting me in. That's why I need to focus a target quick, either now or never.

Setting a dream can be hopeless because not everything is following what we predicted.

People lost faith to their dreams because it's not easy to get what they want. So do I.

My dream is to drive all the cool rides. To achieve this, perhaps I replace Jeremy from Top Gear instead. But I'm no host like him. He's a smooth talker... well, talking rubbish most of the time. Haha...


P.S The inflammation on my left eye lid is yet fully recovered. I wish I can pop the 'juice' out. It hurts when I rub my eyes. Geez... very, very annoying.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

半粒Kado Burger的故事


好久没有用拼音在我的部落格上了(我有用过乜?)

觉得有点累累的感觉,可是又轻飘飘的Feel。说兴奋也可以,说疲倦也没错。



今天看到你时我觉得蛮开心的,因为我没有了你正面的相片,也渐渐忘记了你的笑容和你那特殊的‘虎牙’。说到你的牙齿。。。你见了你的牙医了吗?如果你不想套上那钢铁牙套我也不能勉强你了。哈哈。。。

我这样说也是为了你好。以后你要出来做工的,我只希望你能给别人一个好影响。不过我自己单初也是轻易的接受你的样子了。


所谓“情人眼里出西施”嘛!哈哈。。。


我今天对我自己有点失望,因为一直在看着你的背后,在朋友中不懂要做什么好。 我一直责怪着自己的“害羞症”。

自从以前的“Miss P”经验了之后,我一直催眠着我自己,要好好把握机会。


刚才一直看到我
女神时,突然我开不了口,不知所措,呆呆的。 就是开不了口让你知道我还是在乎你的存在。

我又是在延期我自己的义务,就是跟你开始一段恋情。


不过一直看到你跟Alicia在一起,我也不能做什么。只是在那里发呆,偷偷瞄你一眼。有时你一转头过来时,我就趁机多看你一下。看着别人逗你笑,看着你开心的模样。

这样我也满足了。

心灵上的满足。


在还钱时,你看着我笑,我看着你笑。

我真的责怪我自己,为什么没有跟你拍张留念照。

只怕你拒绝,不怕我费功夫。这是值得的。


每次跟很喜欢的人在一起,我就是心跳加速。又不会讲话,只会装酷。天啊!我到底在干什么?!

我是很喜欢谈天说地的人,无话不说。现在自己独自一个人在冷冰冰的房间里,看着我的迷你电视,播着TV3的马来节目。

好无聊哦。。。


我也明白你的条件,就是先专注我们的学业,慢慢来。我也了解你也比较喜欢现在的生活。所以我也不勉强了。只是希望你好好过日子。


刚才看到他们牵着阿SOON和OLIVIA的红线时,真为他们开心。

OLIVIA是我的干妹。我也希望阿SOON会对她好。因为这是他的责任了。他们偷偷的开始这段恋情也好,我也不用担心OLIVIA的来来去去了。当初她会做我干妹也是因为没有人陪他说说话,交交情。她也开始自理根深了,我也为他们祝福。


有时想想,做做单生也是个不错的选择。能够随意的看看世界,了解环境。

今天玩了蛮开心一下,赢了阿SOON的头文字D一场(可是输了两场)。哈哈~!

Sega跑车也拿了第一,虽然很久没有练习了。LOL~


这些赢了又能怎样?我对自己的自卑和失望让我没有勇气面对我的女神。自从我failed了一科对EZRA和CHONG“拔毛”的EMA之后,我越来越对自己没有信心面对她了。她是个很强的对手,每个人都看到她都觉得她在学业里的“大姐大”

我虽然在他们众人里是年龄相当大的“大哥”,我也为我自己丢脸。

男人要面子是真的。放下自尊,打肿脸充胖子都可以的男人很多。我任是其中一位“失败者”,很难突破这关。不过还是尽力而为吧!

GAMBATEH OH~!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Happy New School Day !!

Finally! I can get a much more stable line in my new home. I'll upload the pictures of my new place soon, not right now, cause it's a bit messy. Hehe...

Woke up about 6.46 am just now and planning to write my blog. Since I'll be going to Swinburne for some business to take care of...

Like getting my invoice and registration summary?


Until now, I haven't get my timetable?! WTH!

Don't know what they are doing now and I'm still straying in Foundation.


In the holidays, I failed my EMA and couldn't get a Resit, instead a Repeat. Just for 1 course.

It's kinda hard for me to accept it, still I have to keep on going until I finish my University studies. That's the only way.


Gonna going now, so chiao! =D

BTW...

Happy School Day!