半粒Kado Burger的故事

好久没有用拼音在我的部落格上了（我有用过乜？）

觉得有点累累的感觉，可是又轻飘飘的Feel。说兴奋也可以，说疲倦也没错。


今天看到你时我觉得蛮开心的，因为我没有了你正面的相片，也渐渐忘记了你的笑容和你那特殊的‘虎牙’。说到你的牙齿。。。你见了你的牙医了吗？如果你不想套上那钢铁牙套我也不能勉强你了。哈哈。。。

我这样说也是为了你好。以后你要出来做工的，我只希望你能给别人一个好影响。不过我自己单初也是轻易的接受你的样子了。

所谓“情人眼里出西施”嘛！哈哈。。。


我今天对我自己有点失望，因为一直在看着你的背后，在朋友中不懂要做什么好。 我一直责怪着自己的“害羞症”。

自从以前的“Miss P”经验了之后，我一直催眠着我自己，要好好把握机会。

刚才一直看到我女神时，突然我开不了口，不知所措，呆呆的。 就是开不了口让你知道我还是在乎你的存在。

我又是在延期我自己的义务，就是跟你开始一段恋情。


不过一直看到你跟Alicia在一起，我也不能做什么。只是在那里发呆，偷偷瞄你一眼。有时你一转头过来时，我就趁机多看你一下。看着别人逗你笑，看着你开心的模样。

这样我也满足了。

心灵上的满足。


在还钱时，你看着我笑，我看着你笑。

我真的责怪我自己，为什么没有跟你拍张留念照。

只怕你拒绝，不怕我费功夫。这是值得的。


每次跟很喜欢的人在一起，我就是心跳加速。又不会讲话，只会装酷。天啊！我到底在干什么？！

我是很喜欢谈天说地的人，无话不说。现在自己独自一个人在冷冰冰的房间里，看着我的迷你电视，播着TV3的马来节目。

好无聊哦。。。


我也明白你的条件，就是先专注我们的学业，慢慢来。我也了解你也比较喜欢现在的生活。所以我也不勉强了。只是希望你好好过日子。


刚才看到他们牵着阿SOON和OLIVIA的红线时，真为他们开心。

OLIVIA是我的干妹。我也希望阿SOON会对她好。因为这是他的责任了。他们偷偷的开始这段恋情也好，我也不用担心OLIVIA的来来去去了。当初她会做我干妹也是因为没有人陪他说说话，交交情。她也开始自理根深了，我也为他们祝福。


有时想想，做做单生也是个不错的选择。能够随意的看看世界，了解环境。

今天玩了蛮开心一下，赢了阿SOON的头文字D一场（可是输了两场）。哈哈~！

Sega跑车也拿了第一，虽然很久没有练习了。LOL~


这些赢了又能怎样？我对自己的自卑和失望让我没有勇气面对我的女神。自从我failed了一科对EZRA和CHONG“拔毛”的EMA之后，我越来越对自己没有信心面对她了。她是个很强的对手，每个人都看到她都觉得她在学业里的“大姐大”。

我虽然在他们众人里是年龄相当大的“大哥”，我也为我自己丢脸。

男人要面子是真的。放下自尊，打肿脸充胖子都可以的男人很多。我任是其中一位“失败者”，很难突破这关。不过还是尽力而为吧！

GAMBATEH OH~!

Happy New School Day !!

Finally! I can get a much more stable line in my new home. I'll upload the pictures of my new place soon, not right now, cause it's a bit messy. Hehe...

Woke up about 6.46 am just now and planning to write my blog. Since I'll be going to Swinburne for some business to take care of...

Like getting my invoice and registration summary?


Until now, I haven't get my timetable?! WTH!

Don't know what they are doing now and I'm still straying in Foundation.


In the holidays, I failed my EMA and couldn't get a Resit, instead a Repeat. Just for 1 course.

It's kinda hard for me to accept it, still I have to keep on going until I finish my University studies. That's the only way.


Gonna going now, so chiao! =D

BTW...

Happy School Day!

The End Of Semester 2 ~ !!

These 2 weeks have being a challenging and fruitful... erm... I mean "Perut-full"... Haha~

On 22nd June: ~
Chong's mum came to Kuching for a few days workload in replacement of one of her Kuching colleague in the Accounting department. Her payment's good, kinda envy her though.

We went out for dinner at about 8.00pm in "Sanga" for Japanese and Korean delicacies... Not To Mention... Sushi!!

Man, I haven't eat those in months! The food's nice and the price was okey (^,^

I still remember that Chong's mum 'chia' us, & it's about RM120.

Wakao~ I'll be eating Maggie for whole month if I spend like that on Japanese food.

In the end, I was asked by the waitress to pay for it... cause I looked so "manly" or should I say... old... -.-lll

And I passed the bill to Chong's mum... (Can act like a man, but can't be like a man. What a Shame! T^T )



Later that night...

Dad's sms: "A Swinburne student came back from Australia and was identified to be infected H1N1... *blaa blaa blaa*"

Then the news spread fast before the newspaper. Facebook, SMS, chatting... everywhere!

We were in a panic when suddenly the BlackBoard annouced that the 'Student' mentioned was a transfer student from local campus on 2007 and he didn't come to any interaction with the Sarawak campus students.

The panic ended... Then another popped out in Chong Lin Park, which is the home for some Sarawak campus students... WTH!


On 23rd June: ~
My Sri Aman relatives came to Kuching and I got 2 free dinners and some 'pocket money' (>,<
That's why I said "Perut-full".

Today's Feelings: ~
I've strike hard for my exam, especially EMA and I wasn't happy about it... I'm a bit dissapointed to myself. I may or may not get a CP or Resit, and I'll take Marketing if I get a Repeat. Still I'll try my best for the upcoming challenges!! Yes!!

I packed up my hellish mood and my stuff, sent to my new appartment, and ready to take off after my blog updating!

Back To Sibu!!

Can't wait to see my newly renovated Methodist Church! Don't know whether it's as grand as before. Or better?

But then again, I need to assure myself with degree preparation if I manage to pass this stupid EMA.

I'm kinda down when my Goddess told me that she won't be taking degree in Swinburne, Sarawak Campus anymore... I felt like crying but still very happy for her to chase on her dreams out of this country.

Well, that's life and we must fight for it!! Ikuzo! (Let's go!)

(Maybe I'll look for new targets? Hmm... Just kidding... Really!?)

Enjoy Your Holidays!! @,< (V)

PS. Thanks guys for everything, especailly Chong, Ezra and Jonathan for accompanying me in my 2nd semester. Other friends, perhaps I have 'neglected' you guys for this semester cause I've been with them for the most of the time.
Sorry, ya! =P

PSS. Met Brendan Goh and Martin Nguyen this afternoon in Spring. Brendan said that I looked more manly(?) than last time, which is nerdy... Ehh!?

Taib Mahmud + Speech = Free Food!!

On Friday afternoon, I was late for my English class and Madam Christina Yin told us that we have to go somewhere else and sing 'Negaraku'.

Negaraku? NegaraKUKU? What?

We were having our revision test and suddenly we were told to sing our national anthem. WTH?

It's our Sarawak's famous, fabulous, fantastic YAB Pehin Sri Haji Abdul Taib Mahmud's arrival (What a long name, luckily got my leaflets to copy from).

The speech was short but I can see that the efforts were amazingly put for just merely 1 hour and half for showing us their new proposal. And Madam Christina said the video they put was 'Corny' (whatever that means).

Official picture in all government or non government offices

Our Taib Mahmud looked so old than his picture hanged on the wall in our A Block lobby... way much older. Think it's time to show his real self for the crowd and who he really is.

See what I mean?

My nearest distance with him was about '5 chairs' away. And I thought he sounds like our beloved Dr. Mahathir.

Well... it doesn't. Dissapointed. Guess we just continue his rumors then.


During the speech, I could see he...

Dig his left ear,

Scratch his nose.

Plus, his moving mouth.

Then again he 'printed' his nose-oil fingerprints on certificates to the representatives on the spot.

I know that it's a honour to get his signature or certificates from his hands. But facial oils as well?!


He's old, what do you expect? He just lost his wife, his grandchild and fell sick. It's almost time for him to retire. Still I wish him the best of luck and live longer.

Why?

Cause our 'lands' are still on his hands.


Then again, I enjoyed quite a 'plateful' of food after the speech which was faster than expected, like an hour? LOL~

People are tired from a long and boring speech perhaps? No wonder our former Prime Minister, Abdullah Badawi slept a lot during talks. Politicians need some time off... even with oral presentations.

Passing up English Assignment or Passing Motion?

Wednesday I was called for the 2nd Focus group meeting for a free lunch, or just some shitty talks (I say shitty because noone cares much about it).

There were suppose to be 13 people and only 4 of us came (that's why it's shitty) - Me, Ashik Rahman, a guy who was-going-to-have-a-test-after-2-and-a-half-hour-before-meeting-starts (don't know his name anyway), and Alexander Chong.

Guess what? We have the chance to finish all the yummy food in replacement with our precious time, from lunch to dinner. Haha... it's kinda full to stuff in while there were still tons of Bee Hun and pastries. Maybe next time I should bring a plastic bag for 'ta pao' for my supper and tomorrow's breakfast as well.

There's nothing much to say, some complaints were fulfilled while some were still in consideration and some were 'fakes'. I mean 'fakes' in the sense that they created the statements themselves. Or maybe they are blind?

Example?
Treatment of Students:-
1. Racism and discrimination. The students seemed to think that staffs treat the Australians and Danes better than others.

The respon made?
1. The university has always treated sudents with dignity, respect and kindness.

Well, that's a fact they made. How come they didn't write anything about the small percentage of staff who acts like God but instead inside like Hell? There are still a minor number to deal with. Of course things doesn't just end here.

Who knows? Authorities always hide something behind their backs.

There's a good news.

"Should there be any instances of mistreatment and discrimination, the student should make an official complaint so that this matter can be properly investigated and appropriate action can be taken."

Btw, I need to inform you guys that you have the right to complain if you face racism and ignorance by either the staffs or lecturers. Or you can see me for passing this matter to the Student Operation's Head. I don't know who the 'Head' is dealing with the matters but at least you try to do something about it.

Since there is a start, someone will be there to end it.


Back to main subject, today I went to Multimedia by force just because of my damn laptop adaptor, broke down suddenly. I was deciding to skip Multimedia from 8.30, then again I arrive there at 9.30am. Geez...

I was late and I was rushing my English assignment. So I had to do it in the class while others play their games, for instance... ...


Dota... -_-lll


We still have final assignment for Multimedia, however, it's quite easy I can say. Just a few simple clicks, a few layers, a few pictures, a few days... well that's quite a lot.

Maybe I was wrong.
*Damn multimedia!*


After the class, I went out to meet our lovely Madam Christina Yin for some info on our English report and suddenly I wanted to go to toilet for some huge business. And I said...

"Sorry, I have to pass motion for a while."

"Well, okey. Thanks for the details... Haha... " she replied.

WTH?! The words came out from nowhere (maybe I haven't use this phrase for a long time, learned from Marlene Lu, our cute Programming 2 lecturer).

Yes, it means 'shit' as in verb. *Shit...*


I was able to rush up my assignment in time with a little difficulties (Willis-The-Black)... or maybe after time... a bit. Well, since she said okey, I have no comments. Hehe~

Then Jonathan, Chong, Ezra and I went to Chicago 7 for some bites and munches = RM 12++
Plus a new Universal Adaptor from Jonathan = RM 90++

So there will be RM 100++ for a night. What a NiGHT!


P.S. Saw my Goddess after a week later of dissapearing. She's still smiling and cute like she used to be. Haha... I was trying to assault her from the back with a finger snap, but the snap failed... cause I haven't snap my finger for a long time.

P.S.S Found a new Japanese group singing Techno, Trance and Kawaii songs named Perfume, promoted by KennySia.com.

Blog War Part 2 - Fire Away!! (Updated)

Blog War 2 is happening around me again. I'm don't know the whole story but I can see that shutting down their blogs has become a trend to the bloggers.


Even some famous ones mentioned by KennySia.com last year, not to miss those ISA blacklist 'holders' in Malaysia. These bloggers have said a lot of stuff; sometimes it's entertaining, sometimes it opposes people's feelings.

Blogging has being a good way to say something in silence and while we are alone. It's best to keep it neutral and not offensive. Attacking people in their blogs can be a pain in the ass somehow. It's people's nature to let their anger out in a 'peaceful' way, rather than stabbing a knife behind your enemies.

Blood baths can't remove anything, ya know. The soul and memory remain there.

Talking does (at least it won't cause much unwanted death and messy bloodshed).


Best of luck you bloggers. Better watch where you are point your fingers of accusations.


Piece of advice:
Making bad assumptions can be a deadly force to kill Friendships. It's not that a small misunderstanding is the Heavy Rock that blocks you way to Peace and Harmony.

All you need is actions and harmonious talk between you people. Firing aimlessly at people won't get you anywhere. More friends means more Wealth (can be any types of good).


Remember! War Kills Anything!
(sometimes everything)

PS. Those words are highlights, not shouting. Someone misunderstood my writings. Hehe...

Random Event in Gawai Holidays - 2009

I promised my Goddess to write something. I do plan to write something but I out of ideas at the moment, so I decided to create some events to write.


The 'Demonic' Barber

This is what I describe the recent event in 'Hair Cuts' epic-fail.

It seems that there are 2 victims in going to the 'specific' barber shop...


















"Ah Peng"...

One is my room mate's cousin. She's living in the 3rd floor of this shop lot, just beside 'Da Lai'.

Well it all started when she was asking the barber to cut her hair shorter until the barber got mad and went nuts. She shaved her hair like crazy!!
(Did I mention the barber is a 'she'? Or I guessed wrongly?)

The 2nd victim is the guy next door to Ezra's. He's my room mate's pal. All I can say is that...












He looked like mushroom... Haha...


They were charged expensively, at a low cost service you see. The boy was forced to wash his head on the chair where he cut his hair, then took a splash of water from the top!

Woah! Just like that, wet and simple way. He paid RM16 for that stupid hair style.

Sometimes she talked to herself too.


















This is how I can imagine of 'her'... LOL



BTW, I'll be moving to the designer's room (owner's design - he's a constructor) next semester above the shop lot with my room mate. His cousin already arranged the place for us. She's nice too... but she talks loud. I mean real LOUD~ like scolding people.

Geez... and she'll be staying there for 3 years. Same as me.
(Hopefully not more then 3, I mean me of course.)


NewGrounds.Com
I've being addicted to this website. It's full of fun and adventure...

In the flash.

It's a united website for all programmers and art "people" to summit their flash games, movies, series and even customized songs.

*Warning!* Contain some violence and disgusting stuff. Not suitable for 18 below and people with active 'body part'. Beware!

Apart from those bloody stuff, there are educational, artistic, amazing scripts and fun. I've been missing this website a long time ago and now I'm officially following it for quite a while.

I was messing with NewGrounds.Com for a few boring days, causing me 'Black Eye' peas.
Haha... get it?

-_-ll *Cold wind...* ~~


Interesting random shots

Dove shampoo anyone?