My ACER Lappie Condemned

On 17th 2009...

It was a successful evening, walking home, away from Workload and Stress, feeling excited!

The sensation was at peak, with Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 downloaded (predicted that will finish when I'm back) in my precious Lappie.

"Eh? 99.7% to finish download?" thought to myself.

Ok loh... play my Battlefield 2 first while waiting.

I can't really express myself. After my one and only test for this semester in the afternoon bout 4pm, I stayed back in the lab, of course 'touching' my FaceBook with the speed of Swinwifi.

It was about 5 something when I reached my Japan-ish Style home...


*Rushing towards enemies' tank to plant C4. Suddenly... *

The screen crash (crash as in software crash, not car crash onto it the screen)!

I thought it's the normal 'procedure' that, "Virtual Memories Not Enough" or "VGA card is not respoding" and so on.

After I pressed my Emergency Lappie-Break-Down 3 Buttons (Ctrl, Alt, Delete)... nothing happens!

Damn! That's when I suspect something must have gone wrong.

Try to restart it. It's even worst.

The screen wasn't in total black or blue, but colorful in an artistic way (unpleasant and annoying type, you can say).

Die loh! Die die must (Edith, 2009) condemn now.

I just finished my crappy exam and now THIS?!

Then after 2 days later, I sent it to Jonathan Wong for ICU. Hope that I See You soon... *sob sob*


PS. ACER sucks so bad. 1st, battery life shortage. 2nd Adapter broken. Now this! All of these 'jun jun' (exactly) after 1 year! WTH... (luckily I bought the 3 years hardware extension warranty). It's RM4200, man! Yet included the RM400 more for the extension!

Rules Of Success

(Click on the picture to enlarge)

This is what I wrote for the pass few months. It's time for me to share this out.

Any comments are welcomed =)

An Annoying Weekend

This problem kept on staying in my head for a few days, starting from Friday last week.

I talked too much until I hurt someone's feeling in the afternoon while having lunch.

There's a girl from my class, you can say that we are quite well with each other. We can talk almost anything.

Our marketing gang, just like usual, grouping in Cafeteria.

She was eating her laksa, and she hasn't had enough. So she wanted another friend to give her some leftover laksa. And she took all of it.

I just say my words straight forward: "Aiya, people says take some doesn't mean you can take all mah..."

Then she hit me on my left arm and doesn't want to talk to me anymore.

My mouth was so smooth that I slipped unwanted words out.

Maybe I was harsh on her. Well, sometimes I just can't keep my mouth shut, am I?

Spammer in the House

This is my 5th day working in ITS and quite a special day too.

Cause Spammer is in the building, creating nothing but chaos...

I was hoping for some quiet morning, playing my Facebook, doing crazy stuff, continuing my reports,...

Then staffs are 'spamming' us with calls.

Oh ya, have I told you guys that I'm doing the service desk position, getting calls for whoever call in through the extension '5000'? Yep, I need to pick up the calls within 4 rings. Geez...

P.S. Please don't reply anything which ask for your username and password unless you confirmed that mail is from someone you trust (but there's a lecturer actually replied it. Gosh...) cause it looks so real.

A Hopeful Future

On Tuesday, 15 September, 2009…

Today is the best day of my LiFE to be inspired by Thomas Chiu (Qiu), that makes me wonder why I lost so many precious moments.

I’m not saying about my LOVE LiFE or my childhood memories.

It’s about my success.

Yes, I’m talking about AmWay.

Like others, and of course my father, I always look into direct sells as a way to force people buying stuff and earn commissions and get promotions.

But today, I totally messed up with my assumptions.

Because of the influence in my family, my father always thinks that every direct seller only sells what’s best in their product and hides the side effects there are, in those money-earning-goods.

Not all, I can say. Not all.

Just by the time I was listening to Thomas’ speech, I can assure you that he is once a poor boy, now with a fabulous suit, covering himself, talking like an ordinary person, nothing special.

Instead, it’s his personal experiences and pride that counts, adding his leadership that makes him a Diamond Distributor today!

Btw, I can tell you that a Sibu people with no guts and will to make friends and, now, talking like a leader is Hard To Achieve! (Unless he works so hard in something he believes in)

Seriously!

I nearly shred my tears.

It’s the part where AmWay has given its distributors the privilege, the success, the security, the freedom and the pride they need!

My dearest father has been working very hard to support our family of 3, or 3 and a half (my grandma has other supportive children to take care of her).

Since Sarawak Tribune lost its name and 60 years legacy title because of a stupid comic, involving ‘Islam are terrorists’, he has never been having year-end bonuses (Currently run by Eastern Times).

It’s being 5 to 6 years, our angpao can only put in RM 2 to all the ‘unrelated’ kids (for those under 18, not my classmates).

But that’s not the point.

His hair is now lesser and lesser than before. Even though we can still grow his hair in certain treatments, he insisted not to…

Because he rather use this money to feed us.

I’m so pity him that I tried my best to finish my study and find opportunities to earn more than what I can earn in my future job. Part times or home business, whatever works. There’s always not much saving left for him, sometimes he even have to borrow a hundred or two to support himself.

My parents have been asking me to take a chance to go overseas (here means to the West Malaysia, across South East China sea). I rejected, same reason with my father, I rather save this money for future use.

He lost so many chances in his LiFE.

He had chances to invest a few thousand ringgits of lands per square meter, which now worth a few hundred thousand; stock of Genting Highlands by that time was 1 unit a hundred plus ringgit, now about 1 thousand or more!

My mum always says to my father, “Last time you got the chance to be rich, now you lost your chances.”

Yes, he lost his chances, and now he suffers with stress, health problems, smoking more than before. He nearly lost his mind and having sleepless nights for weeks. He lost his freedom to enjoy LiFE.

With his ability, he can be a DD right now, I tell you!

Father, YOU MISSED ANOTHER CHANCE!

He has so many friends and he’s a nice man to talk with. His wisdom and knowledge can combine well that impress the people around him. Just only his stubbornness kills himself.

He denies that direct sell is a good way to feed a family.

No, it doesn’t.

My father always reminds me one thing: ‘Filter everything that you heard.’

But he seems to miss something: ‘Grab great opportunities when you see one.’

Now I see one, dad. AmWay is the only solution compares to others that I’ve found.

Skip to the point: what I’m trying to say now is not about direct selling, it’s the plan that’s easy to follow, it’s networking.

It’s just the matter of you and your knowledge to study; you and your confidence to approach others; you and your faith with AmWay, you and your team to work together.

With just a simple monthly RM270++, Double X, Protein, and Positrim, you have the chance to earn about RM 9000!! Plus, it’s pure organically made from top to bottom, with world known medical safety. If you don’t like the product you buy from AmWay, you can get full refund directly from AmWay!

I’m not bull shitting, I tell you. I’m damn serious!

Double X: Contains 38 out of 40 Vitamins & Minerals that we all need in our daily LiFE.

Protein: Made from their full organic soya beans, provide good Proteins, Calcium & Iron.

Positrim: Ideal for a morning quick & healthy meal, contains 12 vitamins & 12 minerals.

You just share these products between your friends you know (or newly made friends).

It’s the basic of you and your 7 down-lines (or followers), who just pay about RM300 like you, you get a bonus of RM134++, nearly a half of what you are paying to AmWay for these products.

If you assist your down-lines with their RM134++ bonus, just time (x) 7 with your 7 followers, you’ll get RM 1400++, while getting your 3 free AmWay products that you should be paying for! Adding a total of RM1100++ as your pocket money.

The Saga continues, when you help your 7 down-lines with their RM1400++, you’ll get RM8900++ in return!

By this time, you can either retire and enjoy your LiFE and free travel each year like Dubai with whole financial coverage from AmWay, including 5 star hotel, extra expenses, and flight, or enjoy those tours and continue your expansion in your group, to RM 30K or more!

It’s up to you! 3 years or 5 years! (Maybe more if you decide to work it slow and expand your network)

You’ll never know you are one of the lucky guy or girl to receive this privilege until you try to find it out.

It’s not AmWay that’s hard to give you success! It’s you who make the success!

You can make the difference! As many have done so. We can succeed together with our group members!

Did I mention that when you retire at a certain level, your group and bonus still growing too?

Ask me for more inquiries and information, and I’m glad to help you.

I rather educate you first before letting you join AmWay, so that you know what you’re doing. Product users and people who wish to expand their lifestyle are welcomed to join.

Edith Lim!! I'll Always Remember You!

This post is deleted due to the writer's mood has changed towards the person he wrote.

Thanks for supporting.

My First Interview

Finally! I got my job today.

Well, it's my first official job with quite stable pay of RM3.50 by a big company (Swinburne, of course).

Maybe it's a small amount but the important part is the experience that I'll get for this year.

The first is always the worst, I say. Still I'll try to make it a good lesson then an endless failure.

They say we just do the technical support through phone within Swinburne, sometimes in the PC lab.




These few weeks I had been busy with my few events so I can't do much about my blog.

Sorry guys!

I just don't have the mood to do short ones cause I tend to write a lot of stuff.

So I just put simple events in my Shout-out Box in my Facebook.




Now I'm writing my first ever blog piece in Swinburne's library.

For all these days I've been keeping my blog a private place for everyone (including me), but now, I'm doing it openly.

Thing has changed, so do I. Since so many people know my identity for this blog, I just careless about writing blog in the crowd.

Just do it like I'm doing my daily report (not diary, mind you cause that is really privacy).


P.S.1. Thanks Brendan Goh for the lovely song - Forever Is Over by The Saturdays, listening it now while writing this piece. Adding this song in my collection.

P.S.2. My job starts next week. They are arranging my timetable now.


More coming up next!

Monday Blue in Sem 3

Scanning my old ACER laptop with AVIRA...

Watching lame Thai Drama...

Listening to Romantic and Warm Chinese songs...

Blowing myself with cool and cold LG air-con...


My Bluish Monday starts here.


I've being thinking bout my future lately. About what a man must do for his incoming life, ahead from everyone else.

I don't know whether my failure for this semester is a Fate or a Curse. Thinking Positive is a good thing for us and this may be a great opportunity to start a new challenge.

This is like overcoming the waves along with us in a long journey.

The waves can be beautiful, at the same time, can be obstacles in our routine.


Being faithful and powerful is my main challenge at the moment. Things can't be smooth as we imagine. Sometimes, worst things happens unexpected in front of you.

You're down when weak, you want to look for new love when the one you love doesn't look for you.

This is what we call LiFE. It's the biggest barrier we have to break through.


Everything starts from the ground, when we are educated, becoming better and better each day.

Even the floor looks plain and simple, it's vital for us, providing us a fortified ground to walk and travel. Still we upgrade it and make it useful for us every time it is necessary.

The basics are the important chapters we have to go through no matter what.

Just like from Kinder-garden to University, from a little Baby to a full grown Adult.



Find a place to settle, to enjoy, to start can be a headache most of the time. Now the economy rises and people are worrying about their financial problems.

I have to strike now or never. These 2 weeks I've been attending courses, meetings and knowing new friends beside going to Kuching Fair 2009 and enjoying new meals.

I'm 21 this year, and it won't be long before my 30th and 40th. Time travels fast, don't ever forget that. While I'm having most of the free time at hand, it's worth doing something for my future.


I can't just sit there and wait for money to drop from the sky. Unless I throw them up by myself.

If this really happens, that everyone holding a basket, or a lorry, what type of money will fall?

Is God following the currency? US dollars or Indonesian Rupiah?

One thing for sure. It won't be valuable. Because too much money for 1 country means value drop. Just like Wang Pisang during Malaya being conquered by Japanese.

Stress comes by everyday, either a good and well balance stress or overstress. It can be both ways and I have to standby for everything. Financial, power, and love can help us, at the same time can be burdens.

So is it a right time to start a close relationship? Or waiting for more chances and expect better in the future?

Sometimes strike first is better than wait for the second, some says otherwise. Hmm...


Maybe I've to learn to throw the burdens away first? Pack them and throw them into the sea. But then again, isn't this polluting the sea water?

Or give them to God for recycle into something useful.


Relaxation is crucial to our Life and Health. We have to enjoy and put down the weights on our shoulder when tired, take a nap when exhausted.


Luxury is just a temporary need. It can be a sport car, a big and delicate mansion, and a multi-million wife who waste a lot of unnecessary cash.

Almost everyone is wishing for big salary, counting me in. That's why I need to focus a target quick, either now or never.

Setting a dream can be hopeless because not everything is following what we predicted.

People lost faith to their dreams because it's not easy to get what they want. So do I.

My dream is to drive all the cool rides. To achieve this, perhaps I replace Jeremy from Top Gear instead. But I'm no host like him. He's a smooth talker... well, talking rubbish most of the time. Haha...


P.S The inflammation on my left eye lid is yet fully recovered. I wish I can pop the 'juice' out. It hurts when I rub my eyes. Geez... very, very annoying.

半粒Kado Burger的故事

好久没有用拼音在我的部落格上了（我有用过乜？）

觉得有点累累的感觉，可是又轻飘飘的Feel。说兴奋也可以，说疲倦也没错。


今天看到你时我觉得蛮开心的，因为我没有了你正面的相片，也渐渐忘记了你的笑容和你那特殊的‘虎牙’。说到你的牙齿。。。你见了你的牙医了吗？如果你不想套上那钢铁牙套我也不能勉强你了。哈哈。。。

我这样说也是为了你好。以后你要出来做工的，我只希望你能给别人一个好影响。不过我自己单初也是轻易的接受你的样子了。

所谓“情人眼里出西施”嘛！哈哈。。。


我今天对我自己有点失望，因为一直在看着你的背后，在朋友中不懂要做什么好。 我一直责怪着自己的“害羞症”。

自从以前的“Miss P”经验了之后，我一直催眠着我自己，要好好把握机会。

刚才一直看到我女神时，突然我开不了口，不知所措，呆呆的。 就是开不了口让你知道我还是在乎你的存在。

我又是在延期我自己的义务，就是跟你开始一段恋情。


不过一直看到你跟Alicia在一起，我也不能做什么。只是在那里发呆，偷偷瞄你一眼。有时你一转头过来时，我就趁机多看你一下。看着别人逗你笑，看着你开心的模样。

这样我也满足了。

心灵上的满足。


在还钱时，你看着我笑，我看着你笑。

我真的责怪我自己，为什么没有跟你拍张留念照。

只怕你拒绝，不怕我费功夫。这是值得的。


每次跟很喜欢的人在一起，我就是心跳加速。又不会讲话，只会装酷。天啊！我到底在干什么？！

我是很喜欢谈天说地的人，无话不说。现在自己独自一个人在冷冰冰的房间里，看着我的迷你电视，播着TV3的马来节目。

好无聊哦。。。


我也明白你的条件，就是先专注我们的学业，慢慢来。我也了解你也比较喜欢现在的生活。所以我也不勉强了。只是希望你好好过日子。


刚才看到他们牵着阿SOON和OLIVIA的红线时，真为他们开心。

OLIVIA是我的干妹。我也希望阿SOON会对她好。因为这是他的责任了。他们偷偷的开始这段恋情也好，我也不用担心OLIVIA的来来去去了。当初她会做我干妹也是因为没有人陪他说说话，交交情。她也开始自理根深了，我也为他们祝福。


有时想想，做做单生也是个不错的选择。能够随意的看看世界，了解环境。

今天玩了蛮开心一下，赢了阿SOON的头文字D一场（可是输了两场）。哈哈~！

Sega跑车也拿了第一，虽然很久没有练习了。LOL~


这些赢了又能怎样？我对自己的自卑和失望让我没有勇气面对我的女神。自从我failed了一科对EZRA和CHONG“拔毛”的EMA之后，我越来越对自己没有信心面对她了。她是个很强的对手，每个人都看到她都觉得她在学业里的“大姐大”。

我虽然在他们众人里是年龄相当大的“大哥”，我也为我自己丢脸。

男人要面子是真的。放下自尊，打肿脸充胖子都可以的男人很多。我任是其中一位“失败者”，很难突破这关。不过还是尽力而为吧！

GAMBATEH OH~!

Happy New School Day !!

Finally! I can get a much more stable line in my new home. I'll upload the pictures of my new place soon, not right now, cause it's a bit messy. Hehe...

Woke up about 6.46 am just now and planning to write my blog. Since I'll be going to Swinburne for some business to take care of...

Like getting my invoice and registration summary?


Until now, I haven't get my timetable?! WTH!

Don't know what they are doing now and I'm still straying in Foundation.


In the holidays, I failed my EMA and couldn't get a Resit, instead a Repeat. Just for 1 course.

It's kinda hard for me to accept it, still I have to keep on going until I finish my University studies. That's the only way.


Gonna going now, so chiao! =D

BTW...

Happy School Day!

The End Of Semester 2 ~ !!

These 2 weeks have being a challenging and fruitful... erm... I mean "Perut-full"... Haha~

On 22nd June: ~
Chong's mum came to Kuching for a few days workload in replacement of one of her Kuching colleague in the Accounting department. Her payment's good, kinda envy her though.

We went out for dinner at about 8.00pm in "Sanga" for Japanese and Korean delicacies... Not To Mention... Sushi!!

Man, I haven't eat those in months! The food's nice and the price was okey (^,^

I still remember that Chong's mum 'chia' us, & it's about RM120.

Wakao~ I'll be eating Maggie for whole month if I spend like that on Japanese food.

In the end, I was asked by the waitress to pay for it... cause I looked so "manly" or should I say... old... -.-lll

And I passed the bill to Chong's mum... (Can act like a man, but can't be like a man. What a Shame! T^T )



Later that night...

Dad's sms: "A Swinburne student came back from Australia and was identified to be infected H1N1... *blaa blaa blaa*"

Then the news spread fast before the newspaper. Facebook, SMS, chatting... everywhere!

We were in a panic when suddenly the BlackBoard annouced that the 'Student' mentioned was a transfer student from local campus on 2007 and he didn't come to any interaction with the Sarawak campus students.

The panic ended... Then another popped out in Chong Lin Park, which is the home for some Sarawak campus students... WTH!


On 23rd June: ~
My Sri Aman relatives came to Kuching and I got 2 free dinners and some 'pocket money' (>,<
That's why I said "Perut-full".

Today's Feelings: ~
I've strike hard for my exam, especially EMA and I wasn't happy about it... I'm a bit dissapointed to myself. I may or may not get a CP or Resit, and I'll take Marketing if I get a Repeat. Still I'll try my best for the upcoming challenges!! Yes!!

I packed up my hellish mood and my stuff, sent to my new appartment, and ready to take off after my blog updating!

Back To Sibu!!

Can't wait to see my newly renovated Methodist Church! Don't know whether it's as grand as before. Or better?

But then again, I need to assure myself with degree preparation if I manage to pass this stupid EMA.

I'm kinda down when my Goddess told me that she won't be taking degree in Swinburne, Sarawak Campus anymore... I felt like crying but still very happy for her to chase on her dreams out of this country.

Well, that's life and we must fight for it!! Ikuzo! (Let's go!)

(Maybe I'll look for new targets? Hmm... Just kidding... Really!?)

Enjoy Your Holidays!! @,< (V)

PS. Thanks guys for everything, especailly Chong, Ezra and Jonathan for accompanying me in my 2nd semester. Other friends, perhaps I have 'neglected' you guys for this semester cause I've been with them for the most of the time.
Sorry, ya! =P

PSS. Met Brendan Goh and Martin Nguyen this afternoon in Spring. Brendan said that I looked more manly(?) than last time, which is nerdy... Ehh!?

Taib Mahmud + Speech = Free Food!!

On Friday afternoon, I was late for my English class and Madam Christina Yin told us that we have to go somewhere else and sing 'Negaraku'.

Negaraku? NegaraKUKU? What?

We were having our revision test and suddenly we were told to sing our national anthem. WTH?

It's our Sarawak's famous, fabulous, fantastic YAB Pehin Sri Haji Abdul Taib Mahmud's arrival (What a long name, luckily got my leaflets to copy from).

The speech was short but I can see that the efforts were amazingly put for just merely 1 hour and half for showing us their new proposal. And Madam Christina said the video they put was 'Corny' (whatever that means).

Official picture in all government or non government offices

Our Taib Mahmud looked so old than his picture hanged on the wall in our A Block lobby... way much older. Think it's time to show his real self for the crowd and who he really is.

See what I mean?

My nearest distance with him was about '5 chairs' away. And I thought he sounds like our beloved Dr. Mahathir.

Well... it doesn't. Dissapointed. Guess we just continue his rumors then.


During the speech, I could see he...

Dig his left ear,

Scratch his nose.

Plus, his moving mouth.

Then again he 'printed' his nose-oil fingerprints on certificates to the representatives on the spot.

I know that it's a honour to get his signature or certificates from his hands. But facial oils as well?!


He's old, what do you expect? He just lost his wife, his grandchild and fell sick. It's almost time for him to retire. Still I wish him the best of luck and live longer.

Why?

Cause our 'lands' are still on his hands.


Then again, I enjoyed quite a 'plateful' of food after the speech which was faster than expected, like an hour? LOL~

People are tired from a long and boring speech perhaps? No wonder our former Prime Minister, Abdullah Badawi slept a lot during talks. Politicians need some time off... even with oral presentations.

Passing up English Assignment or Passing Motion?

Wednesday I was called for the 2nd Focus group meeting for a free lunch, or just some shitty talks (I say shitty because noone cares much about it).

There were suppose to be 13 people and only 4 of us came (that's why it's shitty) - Me, Ashik Rahman, a guy who was-going-to-have-a-test-after-2-and-a-half-hour-before-meeting-starts (don't know his name anyway), and Alexander Chong.

Guess what? We have the chance to finish all the yummy food in replacement with our precious time, from lunch to dinner. Haha... it's kinda full to stuff in while there were still tons of Bee Hun and pastries. Maybe next time I should bring a plastic bag for 'ta pao' for my supper and tomorrow's breakfast as well.

There's nothing much to say, some complaints were fulfilled while some were still in consideration and some were 'fakes'. I mean 'fakes' in the sense that they created the statements themselves. Or maybe they are blind?

Example?
Treatment of Students:-
1. Racism and discrimination. The students seemed to think that staffs treat the Australians and Danes better than others.

The respon made?
1. The university has always treated sudents with dignity, respect and kindness.

Well, that's a fact they made. How come they didn't write anything about the small percentage of staff who acts like God but instead inside like Hell? There are still a minor number to deal with. Of course things doesn't just end here.

Who knows? Authorities always hide something behind their backs.

There's a good news.

"Should there be any instances of mistreatment and discrimination, the student should make an official complaint so that this matter can be properly investigated and appropriate action can be taken."

Btw, I need to inform you guys that you have the right to complain if you face racism and ignorance by either the staffs or lecturers. Or you can see me for passing this matter to the Student Operation's Head. I don't know who the 'Head' is dealing with the matters but at least you try to do something about it.

Since there is a start, someone will be there to end it.


Back to main subject, today I went to Multimedia by force just because of my damn laptop adaptor, broke down suddenly. I was deciding to skip Multimedia from 8.30, then again I arrive there at 9.30am. Geez...

I was late and I was rushing my English assignment. So I had to do it in the class while others play their games, for instance... ...


Dota... -_-lll


We still have final assignment for Multimedia, however, it's quite easy I can say. Just a few simple clicks, a few layers, a few pictures, a few days... well that's quite a lot.

Maybe I was wrong.
*Damn multimedia!*


After the class, I went out to meet our lovely Madam Christina Yin for some info on our English report and suddenly I wanted to go to toilet for some huge business. And I said...

"Sorry, I have to pass motion for a while."

"Well, okey. Thanks for the details... Haha... " she replied.

WTH?! The words came out from nowhere (maybe I haven't use this phrase for a long time, learned from Marlene Lu, our cute Programming 2 lecturer).

Yes, it means 'shit' as in verb. *Shit...*


I was able to rush up my assignment in time with a little difficulties (Willis-The-Black)... or maybe after time... a bit. Well, since she said okey, I have no comments. Hehe~

Then Jonathan, Chong, Ezra and I went to Chicago 7 for some bites and munches = RM 12++
Plus a new Universal Adaptor from Jonathan = RM 90++

So there will be RM 100++ for a night. What a NiGHT!


P.S. Saw my Goddess after a week later of dissapearing. She's still smiling and cute like she used to be. Haha... I was trying to assault her from the back with a finger snap, but the snap failed... cause I haven't snap my finger for a long time.

P.S.S Found a new Japanese group singing Techno, Trance and Kawaii songs named Perfume, promoted by KennySia.com.

Blog War Part 2 - Fire Away!! (Updated)

Blog War 2 is happening around me again. I'm don't know the whole story but I can see that shutting down their blogs has become a trend to the bloggers.


Even some famous ones mentioned by KennySia.com last year, not to miss those ISA blacklist 'holders' in Malaysia. These bloggers have said a lot of stuff; sometimes it's entertaining, sometimes it opposes people's feelings.

Blogging has being a good way to say something in silence and while we are alone. It's best to keep it neutral and not offensive. Attacking people in their blogs can be a pain in the ass somehow. It's people's nature to let their anger out in a 'peaceful' way, rather than stabbing a knife behind your enemies.

Blood baths can't remove anything, ya know. The soul and memory remain there.

Talking does (at least it won't cause much unwanted death and messy bloodshed).


Best of luck you bloggers. Better watch where you are point your fingers of accusations.


Piece of advice:
Making bad assumptions can be a deadly force to kill Friendships. It's not that a small misunderstanding is the Heavy Rock that blocks you way to Peace and Harmony.

All you need is actions and harmonious talk between you people. Firing aimlessly at people won't get you anywhere. More friends means more Wealth (can be any types of good).


Remember! War Kills Anything!
(sometimes everything)

PS. Those words are highlights, not shouting. Someone misunderstood my writings. Hehe...

Random Event in Gawai Holidays - 2009

I promised my Goddess to write something. I do plan to write something but I out of ideas at the moment, so I decided to create some events to write.


The 'Demonic' Barber

This is what I describe the recent event in 'Hair Cuts' epic-fail.

It seems that there are 2 victims in going to the 'specific' barber shop...


















"Ah Peng"...

One is my room mate's cousin. She's living in the 3rd floor of this shop lot, just beside 'Da Lai'.

Well it all started when she was asking the barber to cut her hair shorter until the barber got mad and went nuts. She shaved her hair like crazy!!
(Did I mention the barber is a 'she'? Or I guessed wrongly?)

The 2nd victim is the guy next door to Ezra's. He's my room mate's pal. All I can say is that...












He looked like mushroom... Haha...


They were charged expensively, at a low cost service you see. The boy was forced to wash his head on the chair where he cut his hair, then took a splash of water from the top!

Woah! Just like that, wet and simple way. He paid RM16 for that stupid hair style.

Sometimes she talked to herself too.


















This is how I can imagine of 'her'... LOL



BTW, I'll be moving to the designer's room (owner's design - he's a constructor) next semester above the shop lot with my room mate. His cousin already arranged the place for us. She's nice too... but she talks loud. I mean real LOUD~ like scolding people.

Geez... and she'll be staying there for 3 years. Same as me.
(Hopefully not more then 3, I mean me of course.)


NewGrounds.Com
I've being addicted to this website. It's full of fun and adventure...

In the flash.

It's a united website for all programmers and art "people" to summit their flash games, movies, series and even customized songs.

*Warning!* Contain some violence and disgusting stuff. Not suitable for 18 below and people with active 'body part'. Beware!

Apart from those bloody stuff, there are educational, artistic, amazing scripts and fun. I've been missing this website a long time ago and now I'm officially following it for quite a while.

I was messing with NewGrounds.Com for a few boring days, causing me 'Black Eye' peas.
Haha... get it?

-_-ll *Cold wind...* ~~


Interesting random shots

Dove shampoo anyone?

Anime Clip - 'Draw With Me'

After watching this short-but-meaningful anime, I'm feeling that I'm living in that world.

That boy's face, that girl's expression...

It's just like my Goddess and I...


The boy's cool and calm face is the real one underneath my 'mask' which I'm wearing for these years. I never meet anyone that's important, who I miss and glad to find.

Yes, my family treats me well. But we have to go on, independent, some day, and live by ourselves. It's time to find myself my other half. It's being a while that a girl can match my way of life.


'Boy meets Girl'
Everything starts with the first glance. The first sight sets the 'fire'.

The clip starts with a glass - means a barrier between relationships or the world. Then he sees a girl. The boy reacts by trying to interact with her, because she has his attention for now, no others.

By any ways he can use, he managed to communicate with the girl. They managed to use the glass barrier as a tool for accompanying each other. It's a start.


'Breaking the Barrier'
It's time for a little closer. The boy is a bit desperate for a change. He wants to meet the girl directly, hand-by-hand touch, feels the warmth of the girl. He tries to break the standing glass.

He risks his hands, pain and bruises so that he can meet the girl and go to their own world.

But in the end, he showed his best effort... he lost his drawing hand.


'Loss'
Now he lost his only hand which is capable to draw. They lost their lovely way to express to each other. The girl seems to lose him. Both of them are sad... The boy's disappointed, and so is the girl.

Then she risks her arm to him to comfort him, but he's depressed and the look of blaming himself begins to form. Both of them disappointed and despair once. Now they are suffering the same faith.


'Feeling'
The barrier between my Goddess and I has always been there. It's the study, the life, the process that keep us away.

Her sacrifice has been seen and I have tried my best. We are trying to communicate for this long and the glass wall is still there - the limit between us.

I was trying to force myself to break the glass, instead, it tries to block me away from her. It's the gap that I was trying to surpass and get what I want.

She's nice and willing to talk to me even though we cannot be together for the time being, or never. I've seen what she has done, and what she's willing to do. It's a rare thing that she's willing to let go to redeem something other lost. It's the heart that counts.

I don't want to see her suffer the same faith like the way the girl does. It kills me when I watched this clips, still I'm watching it again and again.

I'm the kind of man who doesn't like to see my dear suffers and depress, so I'll try my best to cheer her up and keep away my thick mask. To see her suffers means to cut myself into pieces bits by bits, day by day. It hurts me more than she does.

I don't like to see her lost something precious to fulfill my selfish needs.


I know that if I break the glass now, disaster will come upon us. It's my urge that pushes me to her. The gap can't be broke by this time and I'll wait for her answer to release the barrier.

Or at least lower the barrier.


P.S. It's time to continue my EMA study...

Events on 'Wasting Money' (Update)

Instead of having a haircut, I had a 'skin' cut on my middle finger after changing my 'sister' - Vikki's brand new Perodua Kancil (out in April) in the middle of the day.

While meeting Vikki in the Swinburne canteen, I met my hardworking Goddess in the corner. Even though she didn't notice me, I could still see her studying with her friends.

How fortunate~! >,<


Back to the point, Vikki and I are even... for now. I still can't remember what I promised to her from last Summer Semester that I 'chia' her a meal. Today, is a TIE. I pay her back by helping her to change her 'tayar bocor'.

It's the left-front side, quite flat I say.

Anyhow, I accidentally scratched my middle finger on the road while using the car Jack. It hurts after I finished the change, and I spotted a BIG hole with a small iron nail on it. I mean the tyre, not my finger. Imagine if that happens on my hand.

Maybe that's because she drove a long way while letting her flat tyre be...



erm...



Flat.



The real case is, I spent RM 24 + RM 3.50 for tonight, not including brunch of RM 5.50 for this morning at Joo Him (behind RHB Bank which near our hostel).

We went to Pizza Hut for our 'main course' and a CC a stone away from OneTJ for our 'desserts'.

Now this is the formula of 'desserts = stressed' is what I need to express my feeling now.

Chong & Ezra wanna have a Dota match with Jonathan since we don't know his Dota skill. But I gave in and joined them (although I don't like Dota that much anymore). That explains the RM3.50.

My mom called and she knew what's going on (of course! I'm the one who told her, with honesty). But she soon tells me to give her a call when I'm back in hostel.

So I used a total of RM33 in a day! What a waste. I have to follow the 'Maggie Mee Policy' again.

I forgot... add RM2 for my tuna sandwich from Swinburne canteen at 8.35am.
So the total is RM35!

Ngaidi...

Hot & Cold = Good & Bad (?)

Just finish my DAMN~ EMA last Thursday, and I was nearly 'fear' to death.

I was studying my EM for 2 days and I wasn't feeling so lucky to get a high score, even for my EMA quiz... until Lilian came into my Facebook chat (I was relaxing after a period of revision, honest!) and told me that it was quite easy.

The rest of Wednesday, I did manage to 'relax'!

Still I was carrying the hard & cold heart to class 10.20 in the morning to the small battlefield.

I managed to give my best shot and get-over with it till the end.



The Good Thing:
I picked a phone called from '082' and thought it was from my relative, instead, it's from student admin. I was asked to take my Yayasan Agreement form.

Me: Yayasan form?
Admin: Yes, Yayasan form.
Me: Where is it? (DUH?!)

I said the silly question. I've being there.

By that time I was in Chong's cool, air-conditioned, RM 450 twin sharing room. But the excitement managed to heat me up.

There hanged a big, great smile on my face. Amazing.



The Bad news:
After I came back to the hostel, I saw the new male warden, carrying a bunch of letter-look-alike papers in his hands. Usually he won't be coming back to the hostel in the afternoon.

I went to meet Ezra's roomate. Mr Warden came and gave him a letter. An evacuation letter.

Maybe the Swinburners have too leave to avoid 'Swine Flu'?

Swinburne = 'Swine'burne

And they say that Swinburne is for everyone. Including Islams.

Anyway, we were forced to leave our room before 15th of July 2009.


Swinburne seems to be strictening their '1 year' policy, so any hostelers have to leave without much earlier notice like last semester's students.

It's so unfair. Seriously, the whole world is unfair. Since we signed the contract, there's nothing we can do.

I gathered 4 people - Ezra, Samuel, Ezra's roomate, including me of course, to check out Queen Tower's 2 double room 'suites'. The place's nice. Comfy and quiet. Just the distance is our opponent now. Maybe we can lose a few kilos after the end of our studies.

But I doubted the 'ABC' in Da Lai will stop me from doing that. Haha...


P.S. Still have a few assignments dangling in my laptop. It's time to 'eliminate' them all... before this week's EMA Saturday test (the 2nd wave) kills me. (-.-lll

A 'Nobody' 's Sunday

Everything back to normal, but the stress is still on. EMA quiz is coming, assignments around me, not to mention, games surround me.

There's a lot of games delayed for a long time, and the mood of exploring them is not ready in motion.

Guess they have to wait again. Maybe I'll finish them off when I get back to my lovely home back in Swan City. While getting my driving to perfection, like a F1 driver. Haha...


I found out that I've been missing many clubs and sports lately. I can see my belly growing inch-by-inch every week, not to mention my wallet is getting thinner. I overspent and it's time for "Maggie Mee Policy" for a short few days.

Damn Alfredo & SCR Xpress, eating those juicy chicken chops. Fancy cuisines always get me to my stomach.

Seriously, I need some loosening. I mean my belly, not my wallet. Or else it's going to cough blood.


Oh, by the way, I got a nice video from KennySia's short talk. It's a parody originated from Wonder Girls - Nobody.





Check it out! Seek the original MV from Youtube too ^,^/

Now I'm not addicted to games, except this song. Just love it~!

P.S. I need to find a weight to check my recent weight...

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Oik, oik~

Dull Sunday...

This morning I fell asleep in my Sunday Church, feeling so tired.

I slept early and kept on dreaming about the anime, Vandread, and I don't know why.

Well, this is a bad omen.


Things just got worst after Mark met me. I'm starting to realize it. Things has changed around here.

My gang has been separated into different relationships... and I'm feeling lonelier than before.

It's like so dull and boring that Lilian, from Kenya, starting to say the same thing. I have no mood for Dota, games and outing with my gang.

Less and less being said, more and more being silent. It's like strangers around, just meet for a few days.

There's no "LIFE"...


It's true, when I start to feel neglected, pushed away this semester. It's like just a temporary mates, fooling around.

Following them is making me wondering. Can I do this for the rest of my life? Can I keep on being 19?

Seriously, I'm 21 this year. Being single is bad, but no friends around is worst. I'm beginning to feel the pressure. I'm back to my lonely self.

I still remember what Guhan said about me being a dumb-like person, so simple and boring. When we first met, he thought I was 18 last year, same as he was.


There's 2 choices I have been stalling , that's being 21 or 19. I rather do like an adult do, and less on gathering with them, or just fit into them as one.

Now that decision is made, I'm just be the cold and boring one again, fitting into the lecturers life more.

Maybe I'll be a 19 sometimes, but things won't change. I am just who I am, nothing special.

I'm not popular, not well-spoken, lame and boring... I suppose.

That's why I'm hoping to go back to the old days, with my old school friends, same age as me.

But that's over now. They have their own life and activities.


This is like DEATH to me... and it's all over me. I'm finished.

Focus Group - 1st Sem, April

Wednesday - 29 April
I was asked by our female warden, Miss Melissa, as one of the Focus Group Committee in G310.
The tea was great, so was the good food, especially the Chicken-Pie Tarts.

The even greater ones were the complaints I heard from the people, the contributor of Swinburne's wealth - The students themselves.

Lot's of stuff were commented on and requested by the students.

1. Racism
2. Insult
3. Guards
4. Facilities
5. Anti-virus
6. Water Dispenser Filters
7. Services

It seems that the staffs, teachers & guards in Malaysia have something in common... looking down on foreigners, especially dark skins.

We don't say about the local natives, but this happens a lot in my experience. I myself have this kind of attitude once. But I regretted.

They are some fine young lads & ladies from Pakistan, Africa, Kenya & Saudi Arabia. Those people can be friendly, even better than Malaysian, I say.

Since Malaysia has been rated the 3rd last country (in a WORLD list!) which is bad in attitudes, made by "Reader's Digest", I don't see why Malaysian doesn't act like this. That was later confirmed again by our Ex- Prime Minister, Abdullah Badawi.

Even the guards here bully the Pakistanis by only communicate with them with BM, shouting on their faces. I know that those guards are rude, but not with the white Caucasians.

Maybe we Malaysians give those white guys with respects except those in black? Hmm...

The staffs, however, also acted in the same way, same as the teachers. But this happens to a small party of them.

They look down on blacks, seeing them as low-educated beings with not much of a hope. That's what I think in the 1st place.

You can say that they put the locals and whites as their top priority. Setting appointments, personal tutoring, as much as treatments - not equal.


The saddest point is not that:
Puan Sri Laila Taib, the wife of Sarawak Chief Minister Tan Sri Abdul Taib Mahmud passed away at 3.45pm...

Just about half an hour our meeting starts. She would have die faster if she knew that we were having these serious issues. XD
Now that's a real grief.



PS. I saw my Goddess nearly everyday in University, including today! In Spring! Labour Day!

Wow!

Glad that she's fine and healthy, carrying that sweet look. />,<)\ *aahhh~* *Can't forget*